do you want to talk about it like this and pretend im a timezone away or do you want me to like meander into your room just by coicidence since thats a thing we can actually do now
i don't know. i am not sure what i have to say about it. vriska and i never really fixed everything and it just feels weird knowing what i know. ...but i am in my room, sure.
[ after cursing john with chainmail, dave ditches his laptop and just leaves his own room to go over and slink into john's. he's dressed in one of his jeans-and-long-sleeved-shirt combos, and shuts the door behind him. ]
[Even before Dave gets to his room he'll hear the loving sounds of John suddenly shouting "goddamnit!" because this money goose is the worst.
By the time he gets to John's room though he'll find John on his back on his bed and staring at the ceiling. His laptop's now on the floor and he's just kind of waiting. He doesn't look over when Dave shuts the door, but:]
I now have to send the goose to 303 people. Thanks a lot.
[ dave isn't sure if he should take that as an invitation or not, so he stays where he is for the moment. ]
So...how're you feelin'? [ may as well just. hop right into it. he really wishes rose were here but she's not and it's just john and dave handling their own emotional maitenance.
like. dirk and jake exist but dave's pretty sure jake would feel awkward as fuck and dirk is maybe even worse than dave at emotions. it's really hard to tell.
[ well. he'll like lay down next to john after a second or two of thinking, a little awkward and stiff but on his side eyeing john like he might explode or something. ]
I'm still here. [ he has no idea if that helps. ] ...Things seemed kinda awkward between you two.
[At least they're laying side by side and he's fine with that.]
I know. [It's an affirmation that it's a good thing and it better not change.] It would be different if you weren't. And things have always been kind of awkward between me and Vriska but just in different degrees. This time it was "hey I called you a monster and we friend broke up but now we're stuck here" awkward.
Did you still think it? About her bein' a monster I mean. Which I assume was about the troll murder deal which. All of them could have stood to chill on a little bit. [ his fingers curl into john's sleeve, a barely there touch. ]
[He shifts just a little into that contact but doesn't do much else at the moment while debating how to answer.]
Yes, it was about that. It was a while ago when we were hunting for treasure and before I got the stupid timehopping powers. [...] I don't know. I don't think she is now, but she has also changed a lot. We all have.
[ dave stays put, figuring maybe he can work up to a hug if john seems to need it. ] I knew you were tryin' to fix shit. I mean, we talked about it. Told ya you wouldn't be able to not because that's the kind of guy you are. A Mr. Rogers episode about friendship and forgiveness.
[Oh. That's fine. He's not sure how to react but he does shift his legs enough to knock his knee into Dave's. It's appreciated even if he doesn't quite move yet. A hand comes up though to close the gap a little more, lingering on the bed somewhere between them.]
We can. [Lightly, though not entirely happily.] You think she and Terezi will come back someday?
Maybe. [ he's not sure. dave isn't sure if he wants that or not - no, vriska coming back would be good for john so that's easy. having terezi around and not hopped up on soda and juggalos had been nice, too. ] 'Rezi was weird to have around a bit. But I do miss her.
We got used to them, then things got weird, and then we started getting used to them again and now they're gone. [It's baffling.] But Dirk and Jake came later. Maybe other people will come back.
I mean, it was just...awkward. [ a shrug. ] I didn't catch you up on everythin' on the meteor, exactly. I mean. I guess I went over general details, but.
We dated. She cheated on me with the juggalo hidin' in the vents. Also, she became a soda alcoholic?
[ so
probably a little more awkward maybe, shrug??? ]
We were like. Friends still. But it's kind of hard to really hang with someone who has a drinking problem. They're not really themselves and you mostly miss who they used to be.
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i kind of thought it would happen after terezi disappeared.
but it was still surprising.
i am not sure what to think.
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meander into your room
just by coicidence
since thats a thing we can actually do now
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i am not sure what i have to say about it.
vriska and i never really fixed everything and it just feels weird knowing what i know.
...but i am in my room, sure.
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u been spotted by.........the $ MONEY GOO$E $
send the $ MONEY GOO$E $ to 3 people or u get scorched
3/3
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By the time he gets to John's room though he'll find John on his back on his bed and staring at the ceiling. His laptop's now on the floor and he's just kind of waiting. He doesn't look over when Dave shuts the door, but:]
I now have to send the goose to 303 people. Thanks a lot.
[Hi Dave.]
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[ he just perches on the edge of john's bed, hands in his lap and eyeing his best friend dubiously. ]
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So...how're you feelin'? [ may as well just. hop right into it. he really wishes rose were here but she's not and it's just john and dave handling their own emotional maitenance.
like. dirk and jake exist but dave's pretty sure jake would feel awkward as fuck and dirk is maybe even worse than dave at emotions. it's really hard to tell.
so. ]
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...I don't know. [It's a start.] Like maybe it's not fair.
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I'm still here. [ he has no idea if that helps. ] ...Things seemed kinda awkward between you two.
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I know. [It's an affirmation that it's a good thing and it better not change.] It would be different if you weren't. And things have always been kind of awkward between me and Vriska but just in different degrees. This time it was "hey I called you a monster and we friend broke up but now we're stuck here" awkward.
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Yes, it was about that. It was a while ago when we were hunting for treasure and before I got the stupid timehopping powers. [...] I don't know. I don't think she is now, but she has also changed a lot. We all have.
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[ he scoots a little closer. ]
And now you don't have the option.
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No. I don't have that option, and it sucks. Especially knowing what she is going back to. It's not really a great feeling, I guess.
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I'm sorry. [ it's not something he knows how to fix. ] We can try being optimistic here:
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We can. [Lightly, though not entirely happily.] You think she and Terezi will come back someday?
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[He still wants the girls to show up.]
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[ so
probably a little more awkward maybe, shrug??? ]
We were like. Friends still. But it's kind of hard to really hang with someone who has a drinking problem. They're not really themselves and you mostly miss who they used to be.
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