[ and dave automatically hums harmonization because why the fuck. ]
...Who also liked apples? [ he knows that's not the thing, but dave's a little awkward about how much he can or can't say or ask about john's dad on either side of the scratch, so, ]
[There's a grin because that's fine, music always makes him feel better.]
Yeah, that, too. Dad was always good at figuring out how to mix stuff into new recipes. Before I started working at Nanna's bakery he taught me everything at home. Apples were easy since the pricing on them in the state was pretty good compared to other fruits.
Yeah. [ dave reaches out to grip john’s arm. ] But - look at me a sec and tell me that you were bein’ honest when you said you have nothing to say about him or that it’s just never come up with us.
[ because those two statements ring false as fuck. ]
...you specifically, I guess. [The batter gets set aside and he's working on the apple and cinnamon blend instead.] It's not that important for anybody else to know anything like that.
I didn’t know I used to talk about him so much. I guess it makes sense since he was my guardian but I guess it just never really...[A shrug. ] I miss him still. A lot.
Reasons. [ he could go in depth but he won’t unless john pursues that, instead swallowing and trying to figure out how to say what he means without upsetting the metaphorical table. it’s a concern he’s had since last month. ]
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...Who also liked apples? [ he knows that's not the thing, but dave's a little awkward about how much he can or can't say or ask about john's dad on either side of the scratch, so, ]
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Yeah, that, too. Dad was always good at figuring out how to mix stuff into new recipes. Before I started working at Nanna's bakery he taught me everything at home. Apples were easy since the pricing on them in the state was pretty good compared to other fruits.
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Do you mind talkin' about him with me?
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...no, I guess not. What do you want to know? [And about which version? But he doesn't add that part.]
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[ there's some confusion here because he straight up didn't plan to ask anything else, he was just...making sure. ]
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[Mostly because he avoids it, but little by little he's been okay with it. And he thinks, maybe, he'd be okay with it now.]
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[ for what? ]
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[ ...
thanks dave. ]
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[ because those two statements ring false as fuck. ]
Can you?
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...okay so maybe it came up and I did not want to talk about it. Things change. Is that better?
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[ he lets go, anyway, and it’s not exactly what he wants to ask, but. ]
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With everyone, or with me specifically?
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... [ ........ ] You used to talk about him a lot. Like you’ve started doin’ recently.
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...I assume that's because I used to be close to him back there, too? If I had to guess.
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I already told you that one. [ or more properly he’d said that john’s dad would have done anything for him. ]
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I just missed it.
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[ thanks dave. what he actually does is pet mewpac, though. ]
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[The thing is that Dave could if he really wanted to.]
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I meant, I missed bein’ your best friend.
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