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[ the immediate thought he does not say: i don't know if i'll ever trust you that completely ever again. it's pandora's box and he can't trust he won't lose out every time. dave's quiet as he swallows the words down.

there's no fight in his voice or posture, and he's not even sure what he'd fight for if he felt any of that kind of passion. what he needs is still too impossible to see when faced with what other people need or want. ]

If that's what you want. I don't really - I don't know how it works out as a game plan. What you want me to do. But okay. [ he lasted maybe fifteen minutes total this time. less, really, because dave can't even pretend to do estimates. it's just as pathetic a realization as it usually is. ] I said I'd try to change.

[splinten]

[He recognizes what happens and it hits him painful, and it comes out slight and scared in the little shake of his head. No.]

It isn't—this isn't a request. I'm tryin' to—you deserve choices. You have one choice, which is cuttin' out. This is another, and a third would be to hit pause on all of it, offload the entire thing onto me or Rose, and take a break from all of this. I don't think that'd hurt anyone. We can probably come up with a fourth option that doesn't hurt.

You said that you need to not hurt people. I don't know how to help you get what you need. [He needs to get a grip on his fear. It isn't important. Only Dave is important.] That was a bad try.

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What do you mean by offload it? [ a small frown, but he's still not arguing. ]

[splinten]

The possibility we talked about that you didn't know if it would help, where every time you find information, you shove it onto one of us and make us responsible for tellin' people or not.

[Another option. Another choice. Anything to try to get Dave out of a trap where he's sure the only way out is just removing himself from the equation. At least this would be a different way to take himself out of it, one that didn't mean removing himself totally.]

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[ he kind of. laughs. ]

Rose wouldn't. I mean, tell people. In general? She might sometimes but she isn't really ever plagued by doubt about what she should or shouldn't tell people. I don't think? But sometimes I think she might be even worse than I am about that shit, just without any - you know, she doesn't give a fuck. Which, while bein' a thing I sincerely admire about her, probably means it'd be like tossin' a note into a vault and throwin' said vault into a volcano.

[splinten]

Yeah, probably. But it wouldn't be on you.

[That's what matters to Dirk now. Not the information. Not anything but taking care of Dave.]

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Okay.

[ he doesn't know if it will help but it's halfway what he kept suggesting anyway: dirk gets to make the choice and dave can deal with whatever it is when it happens. or rose doesn't make the choice and raises her eyebrows at him over her latest book. tell or don't tell. ]

[splinten]

That's another option. I don't... have any others yet. We can try to come up with more.

[He's trying. He is trying to build choices back after cutting show many off.]

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It's kind of the option I tried to take a few times with a paint job? So. Okay.

[ the "tell anyone don't ask i'll deal" ]

[splinten]

The one where you have me tell people and just shrug at it?

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[ cal's little expression in that icon is creepy in miniature BUT YEAH ]

It...felt like what would be easiest for everyone.

[splinten]

[Cal's little expression in every icon and yet, Dirk loves his fucking puppet.]

We should go on a road trip in a direction we've already covered, and just point-blank refuse to acknowledge anything we see that isn't a cool new animal to make friends with. Plot shit? Fuck that. Nobody's home. Sign me up for a new squideel friend.

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[ dave hates u cal. also, he considers the suggestion in silence for a few minutes. ]

Maybe Naoko has a fetch quest?

[ that seems innocuous enough. ]

For weird animals. Or like, more items she wants. Hopefully not undergarments?

[splinten]

We could ask her. Put in a request for non-undergarments. I think we brought them a fabricator or somethin' anyway.

[That could be okay. Something silly and relaxing, for them, totally refusing to see anything important.]

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How long?

[splinten]

How long do you want? And looped or not.

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[ a pause of sheer confusion. ]

We can't do it unlooped?

[ because. dirk would miss out on things and people? what? ]

[splinten]

...We can't?

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People would miss you.

[ obviously? ]

Well I guess a day or two unlooped wouldn't matter but I was thinkin' more like - [ a week? ok no that's too much. scale it back. ] uh, I don't know.

[splinten]

I'm allowed to take a vacation with my brother. More than a day or two. I'm wary about missing, like, an entire month partly because I think the base might explode behind our backs, which would be unfortunate, but there isn't an issue with some vacation time.

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[ it appears dave is completely stymied by either the idea or the logic here so give him a minute to gape at dirk like he grew a second head. ]

[splinten]

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...If you don't want to, looping is also okay?

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I don't...I didn't think it was an option.

[ continued staring ]

[splinten]

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It is an option? It isn't a problem to do that.

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I just always figured it wouldn't be okay.

[ this feels like a stupid misunderstanding. ]