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[parodeity]

DAVE STRIDER

consider this your warning about stairs. itll just keep happening bro. im telling you man

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[windeity]

[He thinks about asking about panic attacks, but then he thinks maybe he misheard and so he leaves it alone.]

I have other ones, but it's still really cold out and I am a little worried about you getting sick from staying out too long. Come inside with me?

[parodeity]

I don’t get sick easy.

[ ...why can’t they talk inside though. ]

Can you ask the other ones? I’ll avoid the roof for, I don’t know, the rest of the week.

[windeity]

[Yeah this is a little weird, Dave.]

Is there something wrong that you don't want to come inside yet?

[parodeity]

...no. [ sounds like yes but he can’t figure out how to word his issue so he twists his hands away so he can stand up. ] Just bein’ weird?

[windeity]

Dude. [He stays on the ground and looks at him carefully.] Whatever it is you may as well try to say it now?

[parodeity]

...I still don't know if I completely understand how I fucked up, and I'm worried I'll do it again.

[windeity]

[He looks guilty for a moment before he shrugs.]

I think...that is also partially on me not actually listening to you the first time. And now I get it and it should be fine. [Laughing during serious moments, not talking things through, etc.] Even if you won't talk to me about certain things for whatever reason, are you going to care if I do?

[parodeity]

Care if you do what?

[ he's a little lost. ]

[windeity]

Talk. Sometimes you cut me off with stupid jokes or changing the subject, and that's fine, but I want to know if sometimes I can ignore that just to talk even if you are not saying anything back.

[parodeity]

...No, I don't mind. You haven't...

[ he shrugs. ]

If there's somethin' that's off limits to that degree, I'll say so.

[windeity]

Okay. Then you don't really stand a good chance at fucking up again. And if you do, I will let you know before we get to that point. Is that better?

[parodeity]

...On my side, sure?

[ he thinks. ]

[windeity]

[It's good enough and he'll just have to curb his own behavior a bit to work in those perimeters. That's fine. He can make this work.]

Cool. So can we go inside now? You may be fine but I'm freezing my ass off up here.

[parodeity]

You are not.

[ gestures to john's hands. ]

I mean, you felt warm to me. But...sure. If you're sure you don't wanna ask whatever else.

[windeity]

[It's getting cold, but he was trying to get Dave to go inside. On the other hand, Dave is still being Dave, so.]

...why was your first response when we woke up to offer to go sleep somewhere else? [After the nightmare, he means.]

[parodeity]

[ ... ]

Because you made a blanket fort and were weird and quiet and playing solitaire, and I was pretty sure I'd fuck it up if I tried to comfort you. Which, like, I did do.

[ so he wasn't wrong. ]

So, gettin' out of the way and letting you either chill alone or contact someone more... [ competent? ] ...whatever you wanted or needed might've been more helpful. So I offered.

[windeity]

And I just told you part of that was on me forgetting what you told me. It's fine now. Sometimes I get weird and quiet, that is really not. [A sigh.] It got weird because you offered, I had no idea why, and I kind of just thought it meant you didn't want to deal and it went from there. Sometimes I need a few minutes to chill the fuck out but you were the person I wanted to see most after that.

So. Like I said, now I know and it's fine. [Nts: make forts when Dave isn't around.]

[parodeity]

What I told you about what? [ he has no idea what john means by that, but. he licks his lips, trying to order his thoughts. ] I don't...

[ ... ]

I don't mind dealing with other people's shit. I just don't know...how. Usually. I'm not great at hugs, I usually say the wrong thing, and honestly my first suggestion on findin' someone passed out drunk is currently "have you tried kicking her" so I'm not...like, good at this? No one taught me to be good at this.

[windeity]

It's okay. [Which means he's not going to explain.] I get it.

And...it's fine. I am not asking you to be great at it, but I am asking that you don't kick me if I'm passed out somewhere. [A joking grin.] Don't worry so much about being good at it. You were doing fine before.

[parodeity]

Before the part where I wasn't??

[ john... ]

[windeity]

You were doing fine, I just...wasn't entirely ready just yet for that reaction so that was on me, too. That's all. Everything else was fine.

[parodeity]

Which reaction?

[ TELL HIM WHICH PART SPECIFICALLY HE NEEDS TO WRITE OUT OF HIS PERSONALITY, CHRIST ]

[windeity]

Don't worry. I understand it now. It's fine. Do you still trust me?

[Yeah he's not a moron, Dave, he's not mentioning which part specifically for that reason.]

[parodeity]

That is such a non-answer.

[ dave, king of non-answers, would know. ]

[windeity]

Maybe it is, but it's my own shit. So. Do you trust me?