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[parodeity]

are you sure

[splinten]

I would not back off of a food discussion if I weren't.
You said you aren't really up for eating right now but you'll eat with me at dinner, and you did breakfast. That's not a bad day.

[parodeity]

do you want orange slices as snacks though i can get those set up for you

[splinten]

I don't have a craving, but I wouldn't be against them either.
It's sort of weird to be the only one eating though.
Honestly, bro, I'm fine as long as you're sated.

[parodeity]

thats a weird word
sated
like i know it is the actual word to use in context situationally
but it just has always sounded weird
and kind of stilted
although a lot of times the words and phrases that should sound stilted
or do i guess
dont end up coming across that way
i think rose lalonde ruined me
at some point in my life
for how i read that

anyway im gonna
shut up and wait now
so

[splinten]

Did Rose use 'sated' in one of its more metaphorical frames?
Super not surprised if she did.
I will try to avoid using vocabulary that got into Rose's Freudian talks.

[you can't shut up and wait Dave, Dirk is still talking to you?]

[parodeity]

she has but thats not what i meant
dont bother with that endeavour sisyphus

[splinten]

I will roll as many rocks up as many mountains as I want.
What did you mean?

[parodeity]

nothing major
just that your speech patterns and roses are pretty similar
and probably id read you different if they werent

[splinten]

That isn't surprising, exactly.
I think you've mentioned once or twice that my resemblance to Rose is something you like.

[parodeity]

yeah wasnt a fan of you sans it

[splinten]

You mean,
Him?

[Dirk has one of his moments of being unsure, very suddenly. Rationality tells him it's stupid and the rest says of course Dave would hate him just for being himself, that it's only what similarities he has to Rose that are his saving grace.]

[parodeity]

i mean
lets talk about it in person this is stupid
unless
you want to talk about it like this???

[splinten]

My preference is always for in-person discussions.
But I don't mind text if it's your preference.
It's whatever you think works.

[parodeity]

i didnt mean to say what i did
or not the way i said it
and
i dont know how to put it so
ill shut up for now
and wait

[splinten]

Ok. Two minutes.

[It will indeed be two minutes. And Dirk will be... trying not to let himself be a huge baby about what he knows isn't Dave saying he hates him generally but tolerates him because of his Roseness. So: melancholic, but not morose.

Fist bump for the Magister, and a general warning call of "I'm home" so if Obama wants to clear the area he can.]

[parodeity]

[ dave's on the tv level sitting on the floor cross-legged. obama splits from his lap the second dirk calls out, but dave doesn't bother to like, relocate to the couch? he looks a little more settled than he did earlier. ]

Hey. [ and yet NO LESS AWKWARD. ]

[splinten]

[So smooth, so elegant. Dirk greets with equal grace.] Hey.

[He goes to sit down beside Dave? He'll retreat if Dave seems uncomfortable but. He wants to sit beside Dave if it's ok? so.]

[parodeity]

[ that's. ok for now? he's still being awkward but it's not the type of awkward where he'll shove dirk away like he did the other day. ]

So, [ he could enter the topic of what he said but ] how's everyone else doin'?

[ ursula included, he figures, since dirk probably checked in with her. ]

[splinten]

They're okay. Obviously everyone was pretty unhappy with being cut off like that. For the most part, it was across the board excitement at having communication back.

[Yup. This is a great talk.]

[parodeity]

Yeah. Figured? I mean, it's...great to have it back, and all.

[ SUPER GREAT. ]

Didn't realize how much I relied on talkin' to Rose or whatever.

[splinten]

[Unfortunately for Dave, with the exception of the romantic angle of his feelings towards Jake, Dirk does not pussyfoot around how he feels about people he loves.]

Yeah. I really missed talkin' to you. Or, like, just hearin' the weird things you ramble about. I didn't like the way it changed how your voice sounded either. So it's a major relief to hear you talk again.

[parodeity]

[ THANKS, DIRK. dave goes. quiet. for a few minutes. he's probably not going to bother to address everything he has thought or is thinking, here, but that's par for the course. ]

I hated bein' around you the past few days. Sorry.

[splinten]

I figured.

[Dave kinda gave it away.]

Was it because. [Ugh. He swallows.] Was it because he didn't talk? [Was that it? Dirk tried to mitigate that. He tried to make noises and be careful when he flashstepped. He tried not to be a ghost, and to emote, and to show Dave he was still human. But there's a shadow and he doesn't know if he can ever get out of it.]

Or was it just not being able to talk?

[parodeity]

Both. Neither. I couldn't always tell what you were gettin' at and I hated - guessing.

[ having to read the tiny clues desperately trying to keep up. he hated doing that, with anyone the past few days. dave hadn't even bothered trying to speak with rose. ]

I didn't want to play guessin' games. [ but yes, it was also not being able to talk. ] I don't know - it was just. Being a kid again? Not your problem.