You’d look good either way. [ since dave has also told John he would look good in a dress so far today maybe he should just be on record as generally thinking john looks good always? ] And I can teach you more traditional defense shit. Did I say somethin’ wrong? I wasn’t like trying to tell you what to do about whatever.
Teach me whatever you think I should know. I have no idea how training works. [But he shakes his head.] You're fine, it's nothing. I guess I am just a little more tired than I thought.
[But he moves to turn his head enough and smile a little to try and sell that point.] Glad to know you think I'm hot though.
You're definitely hotter, yeah. [May as well be up front about it.] And I'm not lying. [...sort of.] It's not a thing we need to worry about right now, okay? I just kind of want to go home and be happy you exist.
You’re kinda not obligated to tell me jack shit, dude, so that’s fine. [ he is not sure how to take the hotter agreement thing but wonders if this means John would agree with Dave’s jokes about having better legs than Rose now.
I know that. I want to tell you stuff just maybe not right now. [Just to clarify.] ...it's just stuff I learned about earlier today. It's not you. I promise. [At least this time he's not lying.]
Stop being cute and distracting me. [But it gets a genuine grin so there's that, good job, Dave. At least the car's ahead of them.] ...I know I don't have to if I don't want to. But I want to once I fully understand it myself. Does that make sense?
We had a whole conversation about how I didn’t want to broach things about the past until I was ready and sorted out? [ so like. ] It’s seriously okay either way, dude. Just don’t fake your smiles for me. It never works and like, don’t think you have to? I’ll leave shit alone if you ask. So don’t wear yourself out?
[The smile drops and they get to the car and it takes John a moment to decide what he wants to do. It's maybe a little quick but he turns to pin Dave to the car, shifting so that he can face him and basically hold him up by the hips/waist.]
...you know I love you right? [Which would maybe seem a little #intense for the situation and given they just decided they wanted to be together, but they've said this to each other before and nothing's changed about that.]
[ uhhh. honestly it’s more the positioning that seems a little #intense john why are you pinning dave to the car? this is awkward and he’s eighteen and fuck off.
but he’s used to matching john’s pace when he can and he’s pretty sure John doesn’t mean anything by it so he just adjusts to get a grip on john’s shoulders, and he lets his feet drop to the ground since yeah.
hm. his left hand brushes some of john’s bangs aside, pointless and soothing. ]
Yeah, I know. You don’t have to reassure me about that. [ ...maybe. he’s forever less certain john wants him on levels other than best friends. ] Seriously, it’s okay.
[Yeah he doesn't even think about the positioning, it's just easier to see Dave this way. He just knows he wants Dave to listen to him and to keep him close and he leans into the touch a little.]
I know, but I mean that. [He apparently seems to think he has to assure him of that based on what just happened.] I want to tell you about stuff but this was a good night. [So he doesn't want to risk fucking up.] Can we go home and go to bed?
[ john is sweet but tends to pick the wrong things to worry about reassuring dave on, good job John. dave would kiss him but 1) john is serious and worried and 2) slow and 3) he’s pretty sure John isn’t thinking about that. ]
Tell me if it ever does? [He has no idea what he's doing other than distracting them, hand coming up to cup Dave's face instead.] But I wouldn't call it a habit. [He lets his thumb run over Dave's cheek before he lets go and steps back, pulling Dave with him a bit so he can open his car door.]
So more of a hobby. [ he’ll slide into the car though. he’d stayed perfectly still while john touched him, expression inscrutable behind his shades but breathing calm and uncontrolled. ]
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[But he moves to turn his head enough and smile a little to try and sell that point.] Glad to know you think I'm hot though.
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he doesn’t ask. ]
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...you know I love you right? [Which would maybe seem a little #intense for the situation and given they just decided they wanted to be together, but they've said this to each other before and nothing's changed about that.]
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but he’s used to matching john’s pace when he can and he’s pretty sure John doesn’t mean anything by it so he just adjusts to get a grip on john’s shoulders, and he lets his feet drop to the ground since yeah.
hm. his left hand brushes some of john’s bangs aside, pointless and soothing. ]
Yeah, I know. You don’t have to reassure me about that. [ ...maybe. he’s forever less certain john wants him on levels other than best friends. ] Seriously, it’s okay.
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I know, but I mean that. [He apparently seems to think he has to assure him of that based on what just happened.] I want to tell you about stuff but this was a good night. [So he doesn't want to risk fucking up.] Can we go home and go to bed?
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Yeah. You too tired to drive or...?
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No, of course not. It's just back to the dorm, it's fine. Ready?
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You’re pinning me to the car. We are sort of waitin’ on you here, not me. [ like. ]
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Yeah. I know. Sorry. [He's grinning though so he's not that sorry.]
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[ like should he get used to it??? ]
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Let's go home.
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Probably. [At least he's honest.] Just the pinning, I am serious about everything else. [Sigh. But he'll at least put the car in drive to head back.]
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...can I make kissing you a habit and stuff?
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