I GUESS THERE IS SOMETHING ELSE IMPORTANT THAT HAPPENED WITH ME. RIN'S MY MOIRAIL NOW.
[ it is a struggle to not add "WHICH MEANS THAT I HAVE ZERO FLUSHED FEELINGS FOR HIM SO STOP TELLING ME TO MAKE HIM MY BOYSPRIT" but karkat somehow manages not to type that as well. ]
OH MY GOD. OK DAVE, I KNOW THAT TYPICALLY AFTER A BREAKUP HAPPENS IT TENDS TO BE VERY AWKWARD BETWEEN THE TWO PARTIES. BUT YOU SAID YOU WANTED TO WORK ON BUILDING OUR FRIENDSHIP AGAIN AND I KIND OF FEEL LIKE THE OPPOSITE IS OCCURRING? LIKE IS THIS A YOU WOULD RATHER NOT TALK TO ANYONE DEAL OR JUST ME SPECIFICALLY, FOR REASONS STATED ABOVE?
what look youre the one who doesnt want to talk specifics about this though i guess i dont either and its nothing to do with me anyway? i dont really have anything else i want to talk about right now if you want pick a topic you want to discuss fine whatever
CAN YOU REREAD WHAT YOU LITERALLY JUST SENT TO ME. YOUR TEXT SAYS "IF YOU WANT PICK A TOPIC YOU WANT TO DISCUSS" BUT WHAT I'M GETTING IS "I WOULD RATHER EAT MY TURNTABLES THAN DO THIS RIGHT NOW." AND I DIDN'T EVEN MEAN JUST THIS SPECIFIC CONVERSATION. EVERY SINGLE ONE WE'VE HAD YOU ENDED IT ALMOST IMMEDIATELY.
not for the same reason every time jesus fucking christ fine ill work on letting you be the one to end every conversation regardless of reasons better? whats your favorite new movie
THAT'S NOT BETTER! THAT IS NOT WHAT I MEAN AT ALL. I'M NOT TRYING TO TURN THIS INTO A GODDAMN COMPETITION OR WHATEVER THE FUCK. I JUST MISS YOU. NOT EVEN IN JUST A I MISS YOU BEING MY BOYFRIEND SENSE BUT IN A GENERAL YOU SENSE.
NO IT'S A 1989 FILM STARRING ROBYN LIVELY. IT APPARENTLY BECAME A CULT CLASSIC ON EARTH. IT KIND OF FOLLOWS THE TYPICAL "GEEKY GIRL BECOMES POPULAR AND BEAUTIFUL BECAUSE OF X" BUT IT'S PRETTY REFRESHING WITH HOW IT DOES IT.
THE 80S WERE A VERY INTERESTING PERIOD FOR EARTH FILMS I THINK. APPARENTLY THIS ONE WAS SUPPOSED TO BE THE GIRL VERSION OF TEEN WOLF BUT WHILE MAKING IT, IT JUST BECAME ITS OWN THING?
DAVE, I KNOW I AM CURRENTLY BEING THE CLINGY EX. YOU KNOW, THE ABSOLUTE WORST CHARACTER? ABSOLUTELY NO ONE LIKES THE CLINGY EX. NO ONE. YET HERE I AM, FULFILLING THAT ROLE, TO THE ANNOYANCE OF EVERYONE. I WASN'T SAYING THAT YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO END CONVERSATIONS. OR THAT HAVING SHORT ONES IS EVEN A BAD THING. IT JUST FEELS LIKE WE AREN'T ALLOWED TO EVEN HAVE CONVERSATIONS ANYMORE?
IT'S NOT WHATEVER *I* WANT. I DON'T WANT TO JUST TALK TO YOU LIKE NOTHING HAPPENED WHEN IT'S NOT SOMETHING YOU WANT TO DO. THE PROBLEM IS THAT I DON'T ACTUALLY KNOW WHAT YOU WANT TO DO. IF YOU WANT ME TO FUCK OFF FOREVER AND LEAVE YOU ALONE THEN WELL I WAS GOING TO SAY "FINE" BUT I WOULD BE LYING TO BOTH YOU AND MYSELF IF I SAID I WAS FINE WITH THAT.
[ every single time he thinks he can't dig himself into a deeper hole he just manages to prove himself wrong. karkat just stares at the words, trying to figure out what was the exact moment he fucked up. there is a delay before the reply. ]
CAN YOU TELL ME WHAT I DID WRONG YOU DON'T HAVE TO TELL ME NOW. SINCE YOU DON'T WANT TO TALK TO ME BUT I NEED TO KNOW WHAT I DID WRONG.
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RIN'S MY MOIRAIL NOW.
[ it is a struggle to not add "WHICH MEANS THAT I HAVE ZERO FLUSHED FEELINGS FOR HIM SO STOP TELLING ME TO MAKE HIM MY BOYSPRIT" but karkat somehow manages not to type that as well. ]
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whend you get together
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JUST EARLIER.
BUT THOSE TWO ARE THE MOST EXCITING THINGS TO HAPPEN IN MY EXTREMELY EVENTFUL LIFE RECENTLY.
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talk to you another time then bye
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OK DAVE, I KNOW THAT TYPICALLY AFTER A BREAKUP HAPPENS IT TENDS TO BE VERY AWKWARD BETWEEN THE TWO PARTIES.
BUT YOU SAID YOU WANTED TO WORK ON BUILDING OUR FRIENDSHIP AGAIN AND I KIND OF FEEL LIKE THE OPPOSITE IS OCCURRING?
LIKE IS THIS A YOU WOULD RATHER NOT TALK TO ANYONE DEAL OR JUST ME SPECIFICALLY, FOR REASONS STATED ABOVE?
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look youre the one who doesnt want to talk specifics about this
though i guess i dont either
and its nothing to do with me anyway?
i dont really have anything else i want to talk about right now
if you want pick a topic you want to discuss fine
whatever
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YOUR TEXT SAYS "IF YOU WANT PICK A TOPIC YOU WANT TO DISCUSS" BUT WHAT I'M GETTING IS "I WOULD RATHER EAT MY TURNTABLES THAN DO THIS RIGHT NOW."
AND I DIDN'T EVEN MEAN JUST THIS SPECIFIC CONVERSATION.
EVERY SINGLE ONE WE'VE HAD YOU ENDED IT ALMOST IMMEDIATELY.
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jesus fucking christ
fine
ill work on letting you be the one to end every conversation regardless of reasons
better?
whats your favorite new movie
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THAT IS NOT WHAT I MEAN AT ALL.
I'M NOT TRYING TO TURN THIS INTO A GODDAMN COMPETITION OR WHATEVER THE FUCK.
I JUST MISS YOU.
NOT EVEN IN JUST A I MISS YOU BEING MY BOYFRIEND SENSE BUT IN A GENERAL
YOU
SENSE.
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IT APPARENTLY BECAME A CULT CLASSIC ON EARTH.
IT KIND OF FOLLOWS THE TYPICAL "GEEKY GIRL BECOMES POPULAR AND BEAUTIFUL BECAUSE OF X" BUT IT'S PRETTY REFRESHING WITH HOW IT DOES IT.
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not the kind of cult classic i would have watched though
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APPARENTLY THIS ONE WAS SUPPOSED TO BE THE GIRL VERSION OF TEEN WOLF BUT WHILE MAKING IT, IT JUST BECAME ITS OWN THING?
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not really my genre
i did see teen wolf i guess
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ALTHOUGH I GUESS I MIGHT NOW FOR COMPARISON PURPOSES.
OR BOREDOM.
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WAIT YOU DISTRACTED ME.
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YOU KNOW, THE ABSOLUTE WORST CHARACTER?
ABSOLUTELY NO ONE LIKES THE CLINGY EX. NO ONE.
YET HERE I AM, FULFILLING THAT ROLE, TO THE ANNOYANCE OF EVERYONE.
I WASN'T SAYING THAT YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO END CONVERSATIONS.
OR THAT HAVING SHORT ONES IS EVEN A BAD THING.
IT JUST FEELS LIKE WE AREN'T ALLOWED TO EVEN HAVE CONVERSATIONS ANYMORE?
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thats how this works isnt it
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I DON'T WANT TO JUST TALK TO YOU LIKE NOTHING HAPPENED WHEN IT'S NOT SOMETHING YOU WANT TO DO.
THE PROBLEM IS THAT I DON'T ACTUALLY KNOW WHAT YOU WANT TO DO.
IF YOU WANT ME TO FUCK OFF FOREVER AND LEAVE YOU ALONE THEN
WELL I WAS GOING TO SAY "FINE" BUT I WOULD BE LYING TO BOTH YOU AND MYSELF IF I SAID I WAS FINE WITH THAT.
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because i think we just flipped into me not trusting you
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CAN YOU TELL ME WHAT I DID WRONG
YOU DON'T HAVE TO TELL ME NOW. SINCE YOU DON'T WANT TO TALK TO ME BUT
I NEED TO KNOW WHAT I DID WRONG.
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dont worry about it
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