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[parodeity]

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[parodeity]

i dont want to talk to you right now
because i think we just flipped into me not trusting you

[alienates]

[ every single time he thinks he can't dig himself into a deeper hole he just manages to prove himself wrong. karkat just stares at the words, trying to figure out what was the exact moment he fucked up. there is a delay before the reply. ]

CAN YOU TELL ME WHAT I DID WRONG
YOU DON'T HAVE TO TELL ME NOW. SINCE YOU DON'T WANT TO TALK TO ME BUT
I NEED TO KNOW WHAT I DID WRONG.

[parodeity]

for all intents and purposes nothing
dont worry about it

[alienates]

THAT'S KIND OF IMPOSSIBLE.

[parodeity]

i dont want to break this shit down for you
i dont even want to break it down for me
so tell you what
you can share this conversation with anyone you want and ask them what they think
hell maybe theyll figure it out before i do

[alienates]

I MEAN, I WOULD PREFER TO LEAP INTO THE VOLCANO?
FUCK
I'LL GIVE YOU ALL THE SPACE THAT YOU NEED BUT THERE'S A DIFFERENCE BETWEEN GIVING SOMEONE SPACE SO THEY CAN FIGURE THEIR SHIT OUT AND GIVING THEM SO MUCH SPACE THAT SURPRISE! YOU'RE NO LONGER EVEN IN THE SAME PART OF PARADOX SPACE.
AND I DON'T WANT TO LOSE YOU.
I'M SORRY I'M SO BAD AT THIS.
THAT ONE WAS AN ACTUAL "THIS IS SOMEHOW MY FAULT" SORRY.

[parodeity]

no
it honestly as usual probably comes back to me being fucked up
just
ill talk to you later ok

[alienates]

OK
SORRY.

[parodeity]

no im sorry
this wasnt cool of me so
yeah

[alienates]

NO I THINK I DESERVE IT.
I'VE BEEN A SHITTY PERSON SINCE DAY FUCKING ONE AND ALL I HAVE MANAGED TO DO IS PRETEND LIKE I'VE GOTTEN BETTER.
BUT I HAVEN'T. IT'S STILL THE SAME PILE OF SHIT WITH LIKE, A BOW TIED NEATLY ON TOP? EXCEPT IT'S NOT EVEN NEAT AT ALL, IT'S A SLOPPILY PUT TOGETHER BOW THAT FALLS APART IF YOU JUST SHIFT IT SLIGHTLY.
YOU'VE PROBABLY ALWAYS BEEN BETTER OFF WITHOUT ME. I JUST CAN'T LET GO.
SO. SORRY.
I'LL LEAVE YOU THE FUCK ALONE NOW.

[parodeity]

thats not what i meant
recently
i stopped trusting someone else
and i never thought any of that shit about them
and i
fuck ok
you should go talk to someone else i dont think its a good idea for us to have this conversation
because i think
were both being massively unfair to one another and i dont think either of us deserves it
and i dont want to keep doing it
im not replying again
you should go and talk to your moirail or kan or someone else

[alienates]

I'LL TALK TO YOU LATER THEN.
OR
WHEN YOU WANT TO.
BYE.