NO IT'S A 1989 FILM STARRING ROBYN LIVELY. IT APPARENTLY BECAME A CULT CLASSIC ON EARTH. IT KIND OF FOLLOWS THE TYPICAL "GEEKY GIRL BECOMES POPULAR AND BEAUTIFUL BECAUSE OF X" BUT IT'S PRETTY REFRESHING WITH HOW IT DOES IT.
THE 80S WERE A VERY INTERESTING PERIOD FOR EARTH FILMS I THINK. APPARENTLY THIS ONE WAS SUPPOSED TO BE THE GIRL VERSION OF TEEN WOLF BUT WHILE MAKING IT, IT JUST BECAME ITS OWN THING?
DAVE, I KNOW I AM CURRENTLY BEING THE CLINGY EX. YOU KNOW, THE ABSOLUTE WORST CHARACTER? ABSOLUTELY NO ONE LIKES THE CLINGY EX. NO ONE. YET HERE I AM, FULFILLING THAT ROLE, TO THE ANNOYANCE OF EVERYONE. I WASN'T SAYING THAT YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO END CONVERSATIONS. OR THAT HAVING SHORT ONES IS EVEN A BAD THING. IT JUST FEELS LIKE WE AREN'T ALLOWED TO EVEN HAVE CONVERSATIONS ANYMORE?
IT'S NOT WHATEVER *I* WANT. I DON'T WANT TO JUST TALK TO YOU LIKE NOTHING HAPPENED WHEN IT'S NOT SOMETHING YOU WANT TO DO. THE PROBLEM IS THAT I DON'T ACTUALLY KNOW WHAT YOU WANT TO DO. IF YOU WANT ME TO FUCK OFF FOREVER AND LEAVE YOU ALONE THEN WELL I WAS GOING TO SAY "FINE" BUT I WOULD BE LYING TO BOTH YOU AND MYSELF IF I SAID I WAS FINE WITH THAT.
[ every single time he thinks he can't dig himself into a deeper hole he just manages to prove himself wrong. karkat just stares at the words, trying to figure out what was the exact moment he fucked up. there is a delay before the reply. ]
CAN YOU TELL ME WHAT I DID WRONG YOU DON'T HAVE TO TELL ME NOW. SINCE YOU DON'T WANT TO TALK TO ME BUT I NEED TO KNOW WHAT I DID WRONG.
i dont want to break this shit down for you i dont even want to break it down for me so tell you what you can share this conversation with anyone you want and ask them what they think hell maybe theyll figure it out before i do
I MEAN, I WOULD PREFER TO LEAP INTO THE VOLCANO? FUCK I'LL GIVE YOU ALL THE SPACE THAT YOU NEED BUT THERE'S A DIFFERENCE BETWEEN GIVING SOMEONE SPACE SO THEY CAN FIGURE THEIR SHIT OUT AND GIVING THEM SO MUCH SPACE THAT SURPRISE! YOU'RE NO LONGER EVEN IN THE SAME PART OF PARADOX SPACE. AND I DON'T WANT TO LOSE YOU. I'M SORRY I'M SO BAD AT THIS. THAT ONE WAS AN ACTUAL "THIS IS SOMEHOW MY FAULT" SORRY.
NO I THINK I DESERVE IT. I'VE BEEN A SHITTY PERSON SINCE DAY FUCKING ONE AND ALL I HAVE MANAGED TO DO IS PRETEND LIKE I'VE GOTTEN BETTER. BUT I HAVEN'T. IT'S STILL THE SAME PILE OF SHIT WITH LIKE, A BOW TIED NEATLY ON TOP? EXCEPT IT'S NOT EVEN NEAT AT ALL, IT'S A SLOPPILY PUT TOGETHER BOW THAT FALLS APART IF YOU JUST SHIFT IT SLIGHTLY. YOU'VE PROBABLY ALWAYS BEEN BETTER OFF WITHOUT ME. I JUST CAN'T LET GO. SO. SORRY. I'LL LEAVE YOU THE FUCK ALONE NOW.
thats not what i meant recently i stopped trusting someone else and i never thought any of that shit about them and i fuck ok you should go talk to someone else i dont think its a good idea for us to have this conversation because i think were both being massively unfair to one another and i dont think either of us deserves it and i dont want to keep doing it im not replying again you should go and talk to your moirail or kan or someone else
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IT APPARENTLY BECAME A CULT CLASSIC ON EARTH.
IT KIND OF FOLLOWS THE TYPICAL "GEEKY GIRL BECOMES POPULAR AND BEAUTIFUL BECAUSE OF X" BUT IT'S PRETTY REFRESHING WITH HOW IT DOES IT.
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not the kind of cult classic i would have watched though
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APPARENTLY THIS ONE WAS SUPPOSED TO BE THE GIRL VERSION OF TEEN WOLF BUT WHILE MAKING IT, IT JUST BECAME ITS OWN THING?
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not really my genre
i did see teen wolf i guess
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ALTHOUGH I GUESS I MIGHT NOW FOR COMPARISON PURPOSES.
OR BOREDOM.
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WAIT YOU DISTRACTED ME.
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YOU KNOW, THE ABSOLUTE WORST CHARACTER?
ABSOLUTELY NO ONE LIKES THE CLINGY EX. NO ONE.
YET HERE I AM, FULFILLING THAT ROLE, TO THE ANNOYANCE OF EVERYONE.
I WASN'T SAYING THAT YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO END CONVERSATIONS.
OR THAT HAVING SHORT ONES IS EVEN A BAD THING.
IT JUST FEELS LIKE WE AREN'T ALLOWED TO EVEN HAVE CONVERSATIONS ANYMORE?
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thats how this works isnt it
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I DON'T WANT TO JUST TALK TO YOU LIKE NOTHING HAPPENED WHEN IT'S NOT SOMETHING YOU WANT TO DO.
THE PROBLEM IS THAT I DON'T ACTUALLY KNOW WHAT YOU WANT TO DO.
IF YOU WANT ME TO FUCK OFF FOREVER AND LEAVE YOU ALONE THEN
WELL I WAS GOING TO SAY "FINE" BUT I WOULD BE LYING TO BOTH YOU AND MYSELF IF I SAID I WAS FINE WITH THAT.
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because i think we just flipped into me not trusting you
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CAN YOU TELL ME WHAT I DID WRONG
YOU DON'T HAVE TO TELL ME NOW. SINCE YOU DON'T WANT TO TALK TO ME BUT
I NEED TO KNOW WHAT I DID WRONG.
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dont worry about it
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i dont even want to break it down for me
so tell you what
you can share this conversation with anyone you want and ask them what they think
hell maybe theyll figure it out before i do
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FUCK
I'LL GIVE YOU ALL THE SPACE THAT YOU NEED BUT THERE'S A DIFFERENCE BETWEEN GIVING SOMEONE SPACE SO THEY CAN FIGURE THEIR SHIT OUT AND GIVING THEM SO MUCH SPACE THAT SURPRISE! YOU'RE NO LONGER EVEN IN THE SAME PART OF PARADOX SPACE.
AND I DON'T WANT TO LOSE YOU.
I'M SORRY I'M SO BAD AT THIS.
THAT ONE WAS AN ACTUAL "THIS IS SOMEHOW MY FAULT" SORRY.
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it honestly as usual probably comes back to me being fucked up
just
ill talk to you later ok
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SORRY.
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this wasnt cool of me so
yeah
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I'VE BEEN A SHITTY PERSON SINCE DAY FUCKING ONE AND ALL I HAVE MANAGED TO DO IS PRETEND LIKE I'VE GOTTEN BETTER.
BUT I HAVEN'T. IT'S STILL THE SAME PILE OF SHIT WITH LIKE, A BOW TIED NEATLY ON TOP? EXCEPT IT'S NOT EVEN NEAT AT ALL, IT'S A SLOPPILY PUT TOGETHER BOW THAT FALLS APART IF YOU JUST SHIFT IT SLIGHTLY.
YOU'VE PROBABLY ALWAYS BEEN BETTER OFF WITHOUT ME. I JUST CAN'T LET GO.
SO. SORRY.
I'LL LEAVE YOU THE FUCK ALONE NOW.
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recently
i stopped trusting someone else
and i never thought any of that shit about them
and i
fuck ok
you should go talk to someone else i dont think its a good idea for us to have this conversation
because i think
were both being massively unfair to one another and i dont think either of us deserves it
and i dont want to keep doing it
im not replying again
you should go and talk to your moirail or kan or someone else
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OR
WHEN YOU WANT TO.
BYE.