[ sigh. ] Has anyone ever told you that you're pretty damn sappy? Like enough that if I cut open your veins I'd expect maple syrup. [ but it's affectionately said, and he drapes his arms around john's waist and leans into him, so. ]
That's not always a good thing, or so I've been told. [But he settles for holding him until they have to move.] But on the other hand I would always be prepared for pancakes, so I guess there is a bright side.
I think it's fairly obvious at this point that your ex and I have different taste in dudes. Or like, in what we want from them. [ he just assumes that's who john is referencing, but whatever. ] Also, gross? I'm not sure I'd want to eat pancakes with your blood, even if it was maple syrup. I mean. Hm.
Yeah well. [Nothing to say because yes, that's what he's referencing.] And aren't you the one who said you'd eat my skeleton even before we were dating? I mean that was a weird conversation but still.
There's...a way I never want you to look at me, I guess. It was about that, and about wanting you in ways I didn't have you yet. [ he elaborates: ] Not like this. I mean, like. My best friend. I still missed you back then.
I guess that makes sense. Everything back then I think was a little weird for both of us for a few reasons. Back then, I think I was just starting to think of things differently so I am pretty sure I was not helping the case.
You mean, like, thinkin' of me as your best friend? [ that's super fair. ] Sometimes I think about who I was last February and it feels like it was a decade ago. Or an entire lifetime? So. I get it and I got it, but I miss people sometimes anyway.
It's...complicated. Yes, you're right, I was thinking of you as my best friend but I was thinking of you as my roommate and my best friend and someone I wasn't sure if I was imagining things and who I was and blurred lines...stuff like that. I miss people, too, but I am also kind of glad for the way things are.
[Probably important sO. After Natalie leaves, John's still on the bed and leaning against the headboard, watching the door close behind her before he frowns softly.]
Much as I'd like to turn back time and give us a full on extra day or five... [ it might lean on his energy reserves a little. ] ...not enough, but an acceptable amount.
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[ why is he debating this. ]
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they can pick up later after she leaves, maybe. ]
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Later, if you want. [And he nudges him.] Go get her. [And thus we baseslide into the thread with Nat. TIMELINES!!!]
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So...how many hours do we have now?
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he seems to be debating, before dave goes to dig out his shoes. ] I promise it won't take that long.
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