WEEK ONE: WEDNESDAY, THE POOL
[ so. assuming dirk is still keeping to the schedule, he will find dave skipped dinner tonight but does show up at the poolside around eight, his hands in his pockets and looking...
even more neutral than ever? or. kind of scattered. it's hard to read him still, probably, but he mostly looks about two seconds from jumping the fuck off of something tall.
his first question is: ]
If I ask you to lie to everyone for me, will you. English included.
[ hey what's up how are you today dirk ]
even more neutral than ever? or. kind of scattered. it's hard to read him still, probably, but he mostly looks about two seconds from jumping the fuck off of something tall.
his first question is: ]
If I ask you to lie to everyone for me, will you. English included.
[ hey what's up how are you today dirk ]

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he's ask if dirk really doesn't think he's cool, but like.
dave has yet to manage a single interaction with the guy without being a complete disaster, so like.
fair. ]
I... [ he...? ] I'm probably gonna make the time run out tryin' to find it.
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[This time, when he reaches out for Dave, it's very careful. He reaches for a hand, but he's mindful of the fingers. He won't hold it to bruise.]
I'm here helpin' you cover that up anyway.
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he's still, and he doesn't pull back, but he doesn't return the grip, either. ]
But yeah.
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[It doesn't make sense in other ways. It isn't a logical and comprehensible action. It's just a deep and undeniable impulse, an ocean wave of need that he can't duck under.]
Every week you do this, I'll do what I can.
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[ ... ]
People. I don't have enough people for this.
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[ gestures with his free hand. ]
I got one person backin' me. We don't have enough special rules between us. But what we have has to be enough.
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There might be more that can help. The camera might be able to reveal some of them at the trial.
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[ he tugs his hand back, mostly so he can start walking. for once he does not shove his hands in his pockets, mostly because
his fingers are still pretty broken, obviously, so
yeah ]
Even if I trade myself.
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[At least Dirk is walking with him?]
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[ if he has to. ]
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[All he really said is that Dave is too valuable as a person to be offered up like a sacrificial piece. But he doesn't expect Dave to get that.]
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[ he's always expendable, and he was raised to think that. so. ]
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[ GOD. ]
Or haven't you traded roles with someone else? 'Cause you don't know what the fuck I do - or don't do - and that's kinda integral to trustin' someone doin' shit here.
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[Blatantly ignoring the team thing because, tbh, it's super dumb]
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[ ??????????????? ]
My point is, you don't trust me, and I don't trust you. Not to the level we'd need to trust one another to actually be on a team. Pretty sure you have one person to that level, and it ain't me.
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[ point-blank. ]
Maybe to a stupid degree, but you don't trust me completely.
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[ dirk straight up cannot do that. ]
Your loyalty's split and I can't trust it.
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[ he refuses to know any such thing, fuck off???????????? ]
And anyway he thinks I'm someone I'm not.
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[ so there? he's not trusting you? not like that's the only roadblock. ]
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