Okay, well, if we're quoting Swedish bands then I guess we can go dancing, we can go walking, as long as we're together. [He raises his eyebrows and tries to to think of what else is on the actual playlist.]
and now he starts speeding up the dancing, although he does it gradually to see if he can get them spinning around the room before john notices. this is harder when john is leading but hey. ]
It’s a music reference, of course I got it. [ but if you don’t date someone who breathes music maybe they wouldn’t have. ] ...you typically make me really happy, too.
You're never trying to do the opposite. [ he's allergic to yes/no answers. ] And everyone worth knowing? Well, no, I don't know if Chiyo would have caught it. We can try it on her next time?
We should definitely try it on Chiyo next time we see her. Even if she doesn't get it I would have an easier time forgiving her than other people. [It's a joke, but.] I don't like making you unhappy even on accident.
She is cute. [ he tries to up the tempo some more. ] ...I know. I don't like making you unhappy, either. But I think maybe we need to accept sometimes we will and then...do something about it? I am not exactly the poster child for healthy relationship decisions when ignoring it or cutting and running are my usual go-tos.
[ but that's wry and self-deprecating and he laughs. ]
So I don't mind if you make me unhappy sometimes as long as you're still around after and we can talk about it, or whatever. I don't know, does that sound stupid?
That's kind of just one of the things about relationships, isn't it? Knowing we can't always be perfect but being willing to work on it anyway. I'm not going anywhere and I want you to be able to talk to me if something happens. [So no, not stupid.]
It hasn’t been for me to date. [ he didn’t talk about things with jade or terezi or karkat. not really. he doesn’t exactly with john as much as he should. but even so. ] Call it an experiment.
We'll see if it lives up to the height then. [And so, the song ends and the last one begins, allowing John to spin them in tempo and pick up pace again.]
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and now he starts speeding up the dancing, although he does it gradually to see if he can get them spinning around the room before john notices. this is harder when john is leading but hey. ]
I think you are worth it, though.
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The fact that you even got that reference is part of the reason I like you so much. [A grin.] You make me really happy, you know that?
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It’s a music reference, of course I got it. [ but if you don’t date someone who breathes music maybe they wouldn’t have. ] ...you typically make me really happy, too.
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[ but that's wry and self-deprecating and he laughs. ]
So I don't mind if you make me unhappy sometimes as long as you're still around after and we can talk about it, or whatever. I don't know, does that sound stupid?
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That's kind of just one of the things about relationships, isn't it? Knowing we can't always be perfect but being willing to work on it anyway. I'm not going anywhere and I want you to be able to talk to me if something happens. [So no, not stupid.]
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Sure. [ read: i’m pretty sure i’m an experiment but ok ] Is Footloose in here?
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The song? It can probably be pulled up on YouTube so yeah. Why? Wanna switch?
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Not that your playlist isn’t amazing, but kinda.
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I can switch it if you want. I'll just need to switch apps really quick.
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Maybe later?
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- I like you way too much.
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