I know. It's okay. I'm not going to say you don't have to worry because I know you and you will anyway, but all I can do is try to make things easier. [He squeezes Dave's hand.] You trust me still?
[He won't press at least, but he has a lot of questions.]
Okay. Everything else we can work on together, but I don't want you to forget that part. [The song ends and thus the playlist ends with John bringing them to a slow halt, swaying in the center of the room to an invisible song.] Promise?
I promise. [ but also: ] Before we get caught up in weird asides, can I point out that I do think you're amazing? What the fuck is all of this. [ it's a dumb little ballroom and he smiles again. ] I really do love it.
[There's something like relief in his expression.] I just wanted to do something I knew you'd enjoy until the real thing can happen someday. [A real ballroom, he means.] You deserve it, dude. Trust me.
You don't really have to go very far to get me to enjoy spending time with you. [ but. he drops john's hand and shifts his other off of john's shoulder and this time when he kisses john it lasts half a minute instead of seconds. ]
I know, but call this a special occasion. I wanted to make up for not doing this before. [But he's immediately moving in for the kiss and he lingers as long as he can.]
I already knew I was lucky though. That's the best part of it. [He doesn't move and he doesn't let go, content to stare up at him instead.] It's also not a thing I plan on taking for granted.
Mm-mm. I can come back and clean all of this up later. They don't need the room again for a while so I could leave it until after Christmas, unless you want to take some of the origami back for the room.
[...snort.] Okay in that case, yes, I maybe need a little help cleaning up. They should be easy to dismantle though and we can decide what to do with them from there once we get home.
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Okay. Everything else we can work on together, but I don't want you to forget that part. [The song ends and thus the playlist ends with John bringing them to a slow halt, swaying in the center of the room to an invisible song.] Promise?
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It was fun.
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