personal overflow post;

[parodeity]

Comments

[parodeity]

just something in our experiences

[notyourutopian]

Mm.

I just
I don't want to turn into her.

[parodeity]

whats she like
that you done want that

[notyourutopian]

[There's a delay.]

Angry.
And
Violent.

I've seen her kill people.

[parodeity]

yeah
thats a hard thing to remember yourself doing

[notyourutopian]

Yeah...
And I think I understand why she's doing it but.
I don't want to feel that way.
But I know it's there.

[parodeity]

you dont want to know youre capable of those things

[notyourutopian]

[There's a delay.]

It's.

...

I'm pretty sure I already am.

[parodeity]

yeah
i am too

[notyourutopian]

Bloody hell.
Heh
I can't say this is what I thought I'd be worrying about this time last year.

[parodeity]

same
it would be nice to worry about things not this
but it is what it is you know

[notyourutopian]

Yeah

If you could stop it
Would you?

[parodeity]

no

[notyourutopian]

I guess it would be hard to give up time travel powers.

[parodeity]

its less that and more it would feel like giving up myself at this point

[notyourutopian]

I don't think I'll ever understand how you manage to be okay with so much of this.

That's not an insult, for the record. I'm a little jealous.

[parodeity]

idk if its being ok
so much as just remembering so much
?

[notyourutopian]

Not sure who you'd be if you didn't know it, now?

[parodeity]

no i just
i know who i am

[notyourutopian]

Hah.

Well in that case I'm definitely jealous.

[parodeity]

i mean
dont you know who you want to be?

[notyourutopian]

I
I mean sometimes?
I know what I want to DO
Most of the




No, not really.

[parodeity]

i mean
do you know who you dont want to be then?

[notyourutopian]

Yeah
Unless there are a lot of things about her I don't know.

[parodeity]

you wont know until you remember more unfortunately