Yeah. That's the part that drives me mad I think. They say we are these people. That we're remembering who we were or becoming them or whatever. But then we get these useless little moments that don't actually tell us who this person we apparently really was! I get to see her murder someone Or be a terrified child. Or hang out with a bunch of her sisters it
Maybe I wouldn't be so angry about it if she seemed like more than just snapshots.
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That's the part that drives me mad I think.
They say we are these people.
That we're remembering who we were or becoming them or whatever.
But then we get these useless little moments that don't actually tell us who this person we apparently really was!
I get to see her murder someone
Or be a terrified child.
Or hang out with a bunch of her sisters it
Maybe I wouldn't be so angry about it if she seemed like more than just snapshots.
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it helps when you have the framework
or when you
see enough to know things i think
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I keep waiting for that one piece that will make it all make sense.
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Or the lynchpin or the key or whatever you want to call it.
I just wish it would make sense.
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and trying to like
piece it together in order
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And tried to make a timeline but
There's years in between some of them
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whats the outline tell you so far
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And her mother was completely mad
But so were most people
And sometime around when the other Eleanor was seven or eight, she was kidnapped and had some awful things done to her.
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human experimentation awful
?
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She was drugged, had her DNA altered, and had some kind of animal implanted in her stomach.
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a bug animal or a mammal animal
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wait
shit
that was insensitive wasnt it
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But it's not like I have a slug in my stomach
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