Not to intellectualize, although that was basically inevitable, but that's sort of something I've been wondering about since we started facing the possibility that they're at least to some degree memories. We are, but also are not, what we're remembering. Will we retain primacy? Or will we be superseded by these hallucinomemory versions of ourselves? Or, will some amalgamation form? And is there actually any way for us to choose?
i dont know when they happen they feel so real and right i guess maybe it depends on the sort of person you are and the sort of person you were if we stop dancing around the topic and call them something approaching real memories
There's that. Whenever we talk about this, it feels a little like there's some context or frame of reference I'm supposed to have on it and I just can't get at it. Question, then. If that feels real, does this? Recolle, me, Rox, Rose. Mom and Dad and Jade. Your teachers and friends. Does one feel more real?
the thing is i dont know theres more to this but i dont think the weight tips the scales exactly im not sure how i feel i do know that i would never choose to give any of you up
I'd never give you up either. I'm not sure about what it is we're remembering, but I like the way I feel on this side of it a hell lot a lot better. You said 'choose.' Are you worried it won't be a choice?
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We are, but also are not, what we're remembering.
Will we retain primacy? Or will we be superseded by these hallucinomemory versions of ourselves? Or, will some amalgamation form?
And is there actually any way for us to choose?
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when they happen they feel so real and
right
i guess
maybe it depends on the sort of person you are
and
the sort of person you were
if we stop dancing around the topic and call them something approaching real memories
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Whenever we talk about this, it feels a little like there's some context or frame of reference I'm supposed to have on it and I just can't get at it.
Question, then.
If that feels real, does this? Recolle, me, Rox, Rose. Mom and Dad and Jade. Your teachers and friends.
Does one feel more real?
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theres more to this
but i dont think the weight tips the scales exactly
im not sure how i feel
i do know that i would never choose to give any of you up
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I'm not sure about what it is we're remembering, but I like the way I feel on this side of it a hell lot a lot better.
You said 'choose.' Are you worried it won't be a choice?
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but im counting on you to make it one if it comes to that
same way id beat you up if you forgot
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Maybe sit on you until you give in.
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dont let any more space than whats normal drift in i guess
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no it doesnt
i promised i was fine remember
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That would constitute an increase in distance.
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I know.
Denial won't make me not know it.
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anyway im tired now and going to bed bye
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I love you. Actually try to sleep.
If you want me to come by just tell me.
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and you already said you werent coming over
love you too
you suck worse though
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I will come home to be with you.
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