That is a weird thing to hallucinate. Although it is less bizarre that if you were having relaxing dreams about dying, you'd message your twin. She would have a party with those. Right before we all had a family meeting to check up on you.
right anyway i described some dreams that i am probably going to start having because my brain hates me? fingers crossed i dont tho they sound terribad and then rose started getting weird about mom and so did i i accused her of like insinuating we were related a lot and she asked me if i was sure her mom wasnt my mom which is stupid because obviously her mom is my mom but then the conversation got super weird super weirder
well come back to that in a bit but i know but anyway i told her that the conversation we were having wasnt right because it wasnt what happened at all originally months ago and then i asked her if i was dead and rose asked me what i thought because shes a fucking asshole and wont just TELL a dude if hes dead even in weird hallucinations she has to be all cagey about it and also trap a dude into talking about his weird crowladen dreams i asked if i was dead or asleep and she told me i should be able to remember and said some bullshit about how maybe she didnt know either which i OBVIOUSLY didnt buy and asked me am i dead or asleep dave? try to remember
youre telling me or more accurately im telling you i definitely dont want to think about either of us being dead so im going to choose to believe we were asleep and rose was being an asshole not that it matters since its a hallucination of some weird variety?
So far they're just snippets. We both had one that seemed to come from nowhere and one that was set off by something. Did the one about talking to Rose get set off by anything?
im not ditching my clothes for this but anyway it doesnt match up with the other things at all except maybe the fact that you told me about the whole rainbow thing and that made me hallucinate the rainbow wedding which made YOU hallucinate it but like the conversation i remembered hallucinated whatever had a similar structure to the one that we were having rose and i that is about things id seen and metaphors and trying to remember what they meant if anything and rose being mysterious it was like taking that and twisting it through a very disturbing lens
right but dont quote me on this unless it somehow turns out to be right on the grounds that it will make me sound like a conspiracy theorist and i cant have that on my rep?
obviously if im right you should give me full credit and laud my name to others and also give me a heads up but jesus im mildly unsettled by how crazy it is now possible to sound on a day to day basis
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Although it is less bizarre that if you were having relaxing dreams about dying, you'd message your twin.
She would have a party with those.
Right before we all had a family meeting to check up on you.
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i am probably going to start having because my brain hates me?
fingers crossed i dont tho they sound terribad
and then rose started getting weird about mom
and so did i
i accused her of like insinuating we were related a lot
and she asked me if i was sure her mom wasnt my mom
which is stupid
because obviously her mom is my mom
but then the conversation got super weird
super weirder
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Let me know if you start getting nightmares.
You can come hang with us any time, you know.
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but anyway
i told her that the conversation we were having wasnt right
because it wasnt what happened at all originally
months ago
and then i asked her if i was dead
and rose asked me what i thought
because shes a fucking asshole and wont just TELL a dude if hes dead even in weird hallucinations
she has to be all cagey about it
and also trap a dude into talking about his weird crowladen dreams
i asked if i was dead or asleep and she told me i should be able to remember
and said some bullshit about how maybe she didnt know either which i OBVIOUSLY didnt buy
and asked me
am i dead or asleep dave?
try to remember
and that was it
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Ok.
That one is more disturbing than the sugary drug trips.
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or more accurately im telling you
i definitely dont want to think about either of us being dead
so im going to choose to believe we were asleep
and rose was being an asshole
not that it matters
since its
a hallucination of some weird variety?
youre not tripping are you
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Or hallucinating.
They say three makes for a pattern. This is probably not going to go away.
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super looking forward to my next trip
what the fuck do you think it means
these patterns that exist dont make a whole lot of sense
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We both had one that seemed to come from nowhere and one that was set off by something.
Did the one about talking to Rose get set off by anything?
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but anyway
it doesnt match up with the other things at all
except maybe the fact that you told me about the whole
rainbow thing and that made me hallucinate the rainbow wedding
which made YOU hallucinate it
but like
the conversation i remembered
hallucinated
whatever
had a similar structure to the one that we were having
rose and i that is
about things id seen
and metaphors
and trying to remember what they meant if anything
and rose being mysterious
it was like taking that and twisting it through a very disturbing lens
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So less specific elements than a general kind of repeating structure and theme.
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unless it somehow turns out to be right
on the grounds that it will make me sound like a conspiracy theorist
and i cant have that on my rep?
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and also give me a heads up
but jesus im mildly unsettled by how crazy it is now possible to sound on a day to day basis