That part of it I did manage to understand, I think.
[Another pause. Hm.]
What you may not yet have come to appreciate, despite my frequent efforts to express it, is simply that while I am in favour of virtually every kind of clingy bullshit, it can be hard for me to discern what is permissible. Your blanket approval was a kind gesture, but it misses the mark in terms of my need to have specific actions okayed or vetoed to feel secure that I am not, to put it technically, turning everything completely fuckin' pear-shaped by acting things out.
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[Another pause. Hm.]
What you may not yet have come to appreciate, despite my frequent efforts to express it, is simply that while I am in favour of virtually every kind of clingy bullshit, it can be hard for me to discern what is permissible. Your blanket approval was a kind gesture, but it misses the mark in terms of my need to have specific actions okayed or vetoed to feel secure that I am not, to put it technically, turning everything completely fuckin' pear-shaped by acting things out.