I didn't say it wasn't rational? [ there hadn't been an accusation coming. ] I agreed to it. I'll...let you know if somethin' comes up. The times I don't are because of a lot of things, but - what do you want me to do when talking about it might make you resent me or me resent you?

[ just. so he has that down for future reference. ]

I was just tryin' to explain what I was thinkin' at the time. That was...stupid, you don't need to know any of that. It wasn't even everythin'. I don't trust you and you don't trust me, really, do you?