Yes. It's songs we've shared and songs that played on the radio and songs that make me think of you. In order. I didn't want to pare it down so I didn't.
It's a way in which we're lucky. [ there are ways they aren't, some he knows for certain in june. no matter the month he rarely tries to talk about it. dave turns john's hand over and presses a soft little kiss above the bandage on the skin of his inner palm. ]
[Every now and then Dave does something charming and it makes him realize the gravity of what's happening to them. It's nice and terrifying as usual, but more toward the nice side. It's why he simply smiles. ]
I'm not made of glass, dude. [ but there's the sting of ink and needles. ] Come on. In a few hours we have to clean this stuff and I'm not letting you forget or skip any of the aftercare.
I know you're not, but I'm still allowed to treat you like something precious to me so shut up. [Just saying.] I did my research and I'll set alarms. We'll be fine.
[But up he goes, immediately reaching for Dave's hand.]
You're my favorite alarm? I like waking up to you instead. [Look he's going to lay it on thick and hope it helps even as he drags Dave out of the music room.]
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Are you happy?
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[ which he still basically never does, but the fabric on his chest is a vague annoyance right now. ]
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I'll be gentle. Promise.
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[But up he goes, immediately reaching for Dave's hand.]
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