I...know I'm alone in that, don't worry. [ a small one shouldered shrug, and he's still looming at the counter instead of john. ] Expectations are the last thing you have to worry about.
John, I'm me. Have been for a while now. "Want " or "don't want" - the shit I would change has never been anythin' that could be changed and who cares about it?
Yeah. I get it. [He downs the rest of his coffee anyway.] Uh. I know I kind of started it but can I tap out on this stuff for today? For a little while.
Okay, sweet. [There's another easygoing grin then.] I found my Back to the Future trilogy under my bed while I was looking for my glasses this morning and we're watching the first one when I get back. Deal?
That is a super cliche thing to ask me to watch but luckily I adore Marty McFly, so I'm down. [ he's been going through a plastic box and pulls out two information cards on those plants to hand over. ] ...some concern about you thinking your glasses would be under your bed, also?
Awesome. [He snaps up the cards and pockets them, picking up the plants in one hand.] And no, probably not. Sometimes they get knocked off of my desk, it's no big deal. You'll get used to it.
I have never broken or lost them, surprisingly. Temporarily lost, sure, but I kind of like being able to see. So I guess other me never lost them either? Good to know.
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Well, yeah. But not everybody has the advantage of knowing that already?
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Probably...not for the reasons you might think.
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[ he has tried not to guess. ]
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Expectations, dude. I don't want to fall short. But I also can't pretend to be someone I'm not.
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Yeah. I get it. [He downs the rest of his coffee anyway.] Uh. I know I kind of started it but can I tap out on this stuff for today? For a little while.
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I'll take them. I think I have time to drop these off at the dorm before my lab. When are you off tonight?
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Not that I know of...? But chronologically speakin' he could've done earlier.
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[ he's guesstimating and also not answering "when did we first meet" because lab babies why ]
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...we knew each other for a really long time then. Like before everything even started. I had no idea.
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