yeah im sure whatever they're doing really drives up the electric bill that and the server costs and maybe jim wants to invest in better editing software buy some licenses so he can use those stock fruit photos without the watermark
maybe they just cut the power off from the rest of us so they can use it the real capitalist dystopia begins now, dave they're off wearing blue clothes and riding horses and
actually scratch that i prefer chocobos but you get the idea
alive is good considering things were legitimately dangerous when we were shrunk alive is very good
and it's fine my apartment caught fire last week kinda lost everything but the retrospec stuff they gave me same day i had one of those memories where I well to spare you the details, died really painfully and you know yourself how these work you feel everything
to top it all off my best friend forgot about retrospec so it's made our relationship a little complicated
thanks i wouldnt count on it though didnt jim give the ominous warning for this month specifically assuming he wasnt just trying to fake us out, im expecting the worst that way i cant be disappointed
really, dont worry about it id be the same if i were in your situation so i get how you feel trying to be sincere is hard i can only get by trying to like...pass stuff off as no big deal, you know move on as quickly as i can but sometimes people need you to be....nicer i guess and it's like "well, here i go, no promises" and then you feel like an asshole for doing a bad job of it
same i think jokes are like the best way to cope or just going haha yeah thats my shit nbd moving on but i have felt the asshole thing a lot especially more recently i guess as i become more and more like well yeah so what you died so did everyone else and their dog 20 times which is a stupid mindset to have but im starting to acquire it
i get that i mean...not that but how you said your mindset changes and stuff, a little while back? it wasn't long after they sent me my sword i guess i became... more violent and i dont mean going around looking for fights or anything but when we were all really small, i was cutting up small animals that got in the way left and right, if they tried eating me
i think a few months ago i would've just run
[She also stabbed ryoji like fifty times
and stabbed the guy who burned down her apartment, weeks before he did that out of revenge
but she'd really rather not talk about that, especially on the network, publicly]
yeah i know what i said and yeah i get what you mean if you ever feel the strange urge to talk about it despite both of us going haha whatever as a way to cope im around
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that and the server costs
and maybe jim wants to invest in better editing software
buy some licenses so he can use those stock fruit photos without the watermark
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also since their server can work without power apparently
they have to be paying millions
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the real capitalist dystopia begins now, dave
they're off wearing blue clothes and riding horses and
actually scratch that i prefer chocobos
but you get the idea
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im worried theyre gonna take red or something net though
or something even more dire than colors
hows your month going so far anyway
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i coordinate a lot of my outfits around it
especially since my eyes changed colour
june was quiet enough until the last week where everything went to hell for a while
how about you
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yeah
now even moreso?
what happened last week
or is that too prying
also im like
eh
alive?
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considering things were legitimately dangerous when we were shrunk alive is very good
and it's fine
my apartment caught fire last week
kinda lost everything but the retrospec stuff they gave me
same day i had one of those memories where I
well
to spare you the details, died
really painfully
and you know yourself how these work
you feel everything
to top it all off my best friend forgot about retrospec
so it's made our relationship a little complicated
so
Yeah
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i know how death memories go
that fucking sucks
and so does the best friend thing
i also know how THAT goes
gestures to twin sister who cant remember a damn thing
cant sympathize on the fire but holy fucking shit
i hope this month is less stupid for you?
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i wouldnt count on it though
didnt jim give the ominous warning for this month specifically
assuming he wasnt just trying to fake us out, im expecting the worst
that way i cant be disappointed
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same
jim and janet both gave ominous warnings so i assume bullshit will go down
but i was trying to pretend to be optimistic
im not great at it i realize oops
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sorry
i guess i understand though, ive been trying to do the same thing
if you dont try to be optimistic every once and a while you wear yourself down
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comforting
i dont think i was in my past life either
but i figure at least we can all chill out until
whatever godawful thing is gonna happen
happens
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id be the same if i were in your situation so i get how you feel
trying to be sincere is hard
i can only get by trying to like...pass stuff off as no big deal, you know
move on as quickly as i can
but sometimes people need you to be....nicer i guess
and it's like "well, here i go, no promises"
and then you feel like an asshole for doing a bad job of it
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i think jokes are like the best way to cope
or just going haha yeah thats my shit nbd moving on
but i have felt the asshole thing a lot
especially more recently i guess as i become more and more like
well yeah so what you died so did everyone else and their dog 20 times
which is a stupid mindset to have but im starting to acquire it
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i mean...not that
but how you said your mindset changes and stuff, a little while back?
it wasn't long after they sent me my sword i guess i became...
more violent
and i dont mean going around looking for fights or anything
but when we were all really small, i was cutting up small animals that got in the way left and right, if they tried eating me
i think a few months ago i would've just run
[She also stabbed ryoji like fifty times
and stabbed the guy who burned down her apartment, weeks before he did that out of revenge
but she'd really rather not talk about that, especially on the network, publicly]
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and yeah
i get what you mean
if you ever feel the strange urge to talk about it
despite both of us going haha whatever as a way to cope
im around
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but hey
that sounded pretty sincere
good job
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unsure that kicking someone to see if theyre ok isnt the better option still
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even if its just a thank you
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we have these social skill things nailed the shit DOWN