really, dont worry about it id be the same if i were in your situation so i get how you feel trying to be sincere is hard i can only get by trying to like...pass stuff off as no big deal, you know move on as quickly as i can but sometimes people need you to be....nicer i guess and it's like "well, here i go, no promises" and then you feel like an asshole for doing a bad job of it
same i think jokes are like the best way to cope or just going haha yeah thats my shit nbd moving on but i have felt the asshole thing a lot especially more recently i guess as i become more and more like well yeah so what you died so did everyone else and their dog 20 times which is a stupid mindset to have but im starting to acquire it
i get that i mean...not that but how you said your mindset changes and stuff, a little while back? it wasn't long after they sent me my sword i guess i became... more violent and i dont mean going around looking for fights or anything but when we were all really small, i was cutting up small animals that got in the way left and right, if they tried eating me
i think a few months ago i would've just run
[She also stabbed ryoji like fifty times
and stabbed the guy who burned down her apartment, weeks before he did that out of revenge
but she'd really rather not talk about that, especially on the network, publicly]
yeah i know what i said and yeah i get what you mean if you ever feel the strange urge to talk about it despite both of us going haha whatever as a way to cope im around
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id be the same if i were in your situation so i get how you feel
trying to be sincere is hard
i can only get by trying to like...pass stuff off as no big deal, you know
move on as quickly as i can
but sometimes people need you to be....nicer i guess
and it's like "well, here i go, no promises"
and then you feel like an asshole for doing a bad job of it
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i think jokes are like the best way to cope
or just going haha yeah thats my shit nbd moving on
but i have felt the asshole thing a lot
especially more recently i guess as i become more and more like
well yeah so what you died so did everyone else and their dog 20 times
which is a stupid mindset to have but im starting to acquire it
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i mean...not that
but how you said your mindset changes and stuff, a little while back?
it wasn't long after they sent me my sword i guess i became...
more violent
and i dont mean going around looking for fights or anything
but when we were all really small, i was cutting up small animals that got in the way left and right, if they tried eating me
i think a few months ago i would've just run
[She also stabbed ryoji like fifty times
and stabbed the guy who burned down her apartment, weeks before he did that out of revenge
but she'd really rather not talk about that, especially on the network, publicly]
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and yeah
i get what you mean
if you ever feel the strange urge to talk about it
despite both of us going haha whatever as a way to cope
im around
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but hey
that sounded pretty sincere
good job
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unsure that kicking someone to see if theyre ok isnt the better option still
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even if its just a thank you
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we have these social skill things nailed the shit DOWN