I suppose I'm...used to not knowin'? A lot of my bullshit relied on, you know, trusting my instincts or myself in various iterations, while havin' basically no details. Or, well - dumb details like how many iterations there were for a certain thing, or stupid shorthand I'd get? But I never knew everythin' and I was used to it. You're more like Rose, I think, in mindin' the uncertainties sometimes.

[ but he does like to know. it's nice. sort of comforting. he didn't know that, before? even before the game and time bullshit, he was in a constant state of flux in regards to what he knew. ]

I don't think I want to stop, either. Although I might change my mind someday about what I want to learn.