its fine its only recently ive been expecting people to pay attention to my feelings or trying to share them so it was kind of stupid to expect you to take them into account when it wasnt how things worked specifically prior to that
im sorry i havent been able to support you the way i should have when you were freaking out or when you had problems and said you didnt want to work on them ive never known how to help people really so ive never really been the greatest friend but i took a particular shitty bent recently and regardless of the reasons behind it that did suck of me so sorry im still not sure im in a place where i can do that even though its stupid
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its only recently ive been expecting people to pay attention to my feelings
or trying to share them
so it was kind of stupid to expect you to take them into account
when it wasnt how things worked specifically prior to that
im sorry i havent been able to support you the way i should have
when you were freaking out
or when you had problems
and said you didnt want to work on them
ive never known how to help people really so
ive never really been the greatest friend but i took a particular shitty bent recently
and regardless of the reasons behind it that did suck of me so
sorry
im still not sure im in a place where i can do that even though its stupid