ALRIGHT. FINE, SO. I AM GOING TO TYPE SOME WORDS AT YOU. AND YOU ARE FREE TO JUST IGNORE THEM UNTIL LATER WHEN YOU ARE NO LONGER PREOCCUPIED. OR WHATEVER YOU WANT, I'M NOT THE BOSS OF YOU.
THE LAST TIME I TALKED TO YOU I MENTIONED MAKING A LIST? AND I THOUGHT ABOUT IT AND THEN REALIZED I AM FUCKING AWFUL AT DOING LISTS. I HAVE NO CLUE WHY I THOUGHT I COULD DO THIS. I ATTEMPTED TO WRITE SOMETHING OUT AND IT WAS JUST THIS CONVOLUTED MESS THAT HAD LIKE SEVERAL POINTS THAT WERE JUST AIMED ALL OVER THE PLACE AND JUST JEGUS. ALL I COULD THINK OF WAS, "THIS IS LIKE MY MEMOS ALL OVER AGAIN." ALTHOUGH THIS TIME I WAS THE ONLY ONE SUBJECTED TO MY ABSURDITY SO I CAN TAKE SOLACE IN THAT. I HOPE YOU SKIPPED OVER THIS TANGENT HOLY FUCK WHAT AM I TALKING ABOUT. MOVING THE FUCK ON. LIKE I SAID YOU DO NOT NEED TO READY THIS RIGHT AWAY. TAKE YOUR TIME. DO SOME EQUATIONS. WHAT IS TEN TIMES THREE? OPEN THAT TEXTBOOK AND FIND OUT, DAVE.
THIS IS AN APOLOGY. FOR NOT BEING A VERY GOOD FRIEND TO YOU. I KNOW THAT YOU SAID YOU WEREN'T REALLY BEING A GOOD ONE TO ME, BUT IT WENT BOTH WAYS? I DID A BAD JOB OF NOT JUST LISTENING TO YOU. LIKE OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN. I KEPT ASSUMING I KNEW WHAT WAS BEST? LIKE I KNEW HOW TO MAKE EVERYONE HAPPY. BUT I DIDN'T. AND I WAS TOO ASHAMED TO ADMIT THAT I HAD NO IDEA WHAT I WAS EVEN DOING SO I JUST KEPT PRESSING ON. TRYING TO FIX PROBLEMS THAT I EITHER COULDN'T ACTUALLY FIX ON MY OWN OR AT ALL. AND THEN WHENEVER THINGS STARTED TO DIFFER FROM THE PLAN I CREATED IN MY HEAD, I'D FREAK OUT. BECAUSE HOW DARE THINGS DEVIATE FROM MY AWFUL ITINERARY THAT WOULD HELP ABSOLUTELY NO ONE?? SO. YEAH. SORRY FOR NOT BEING MORE CONSIDERATE ABOUT YOUR FEELINGS. EVEN WHEN YOU DIDN'T TELL ME THEM, I STILL SHOULD HAVE BEEN MORE AWARE OF WHAT WAS GOING ON INSTEAD OF BLINDLY BELIEVING I KNEW WHAT THE DEAL WAS. YOU'RE NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO NEEDS TO FIGURE OUT HOW TO DEAL WITH PEOPLE, I GUESS.
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FINE, SO. I AM GOING TO TYPE SOME WORDS AT YOU.
AND YOU ARE FREE TO JUST IGNORE THEM UNTIL LATER WHEN YOU ARE NO LONGER PREOCCUPIED.
OR WHATEVER YOU WANT, I'M NOT THE BOSS OF YOU.
THE LAST TIME I TALKED TO YOU I MENTIONED MAKING A LIST?
AND I THOUGHT ABOUT IT AND THEN REALIZED I AM FUCKING AWFUL AT DOING LISTS.
I HAVE NO CLUE WHY I THOUGHT I COULD DO THIS.
I ATTEMPTED TO WRITE SOMETHING OUT AND IT WAS JUST THIS CONVOLUTED MESS THAT HAD LIKE SEVERAL POINTS THAT WERE JUST AIMED ALL OVER THE PLACE AND JUST
JEGUS. ALL I COULD THINK OF WAS, "THIS IS LIKE MY MEMOS ALL OVER AGAIN."
ALTHOUGH THIS TIME I WAS THE ONLY ONE SUBJECTED TO MY ABSURDITY SO I CAN TAKE SOLACE IN THAT.
I HOPE YOU SKIPPED OVER THIS TANGENT HOLY FUCK WHAT AM I TALKING ABOUT. MOVING THE FUCK ON.
LIKE I SAID YOU DO NOT NEED TO READY THIS RIGHT AWAY. TAKE YOUR TIME.
DO SOME EQUATIONS.
WHAT IS TEN TIMES THREE?
OPEN THAT TEXTBOOK AND FIND OUT, DAVE.
THIS IS AN APOLOGY.
FOR NOT BEING A VERY GOOD FRIEND TO YOU.
I KNOW THAT YOU SAID YOU WEREN'T REALLY BEING A GOOD ONE TO ME, BUT IT WENT BOTH WAYS?
I DID A BAD JOB OF NOT JUST LISTENING TO YOU.
LIKE OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN.
I KEPT ASSUMING I KNEW WHAT WAS BEST? LIKE I KNEW HOW TO MAKE EVERYONE HAPPY.
BUT I DIDN'T.
AND I WAS TOO ASHAMED TO ADMIT THAT I HAD NO IDEA WHAT I WAS EVEN DOING SO I JUST KEPT PRESSING ON.
TRYING TO FIX PROBLEMS THAT I EITHER COULDN'T ACTUALLY FIX ON MY OWN OR AT ALL.
AND THEN WHENEVER THINGS STARTED TO DIFFER FROM THE PLAN I CREATED IN MY HEAD, I'D FREAK OUT.
BECAUSE HOW DARE THINGS DEVIATE FROM MY AWFUL ITINERARY THAT WOULD HELP ABSOLUTELY NO ONE??
SO. YEAH.
SORRY FOR NOT BEING MORE CONSIDERATE ABOUT YOUR FEELINGS.
EVEN WHEN YOU DIDN'T TELL ME THEM, I STILL SHOULD HAVE BEEN MORE AWARE OF WHAT WAS GOING ON INSTEAD OF BLINDLY BELIEVING I KNEW WHAT THE DEAL WAS.
YOU'RE NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO NEEDS TO FIGURE OUT HOW TO DEAL WITH PEOPLE, I GUESS.