No. Possibly I became conscious of my waking state too early on Derse. If my subconscious wrote itself on the walls in any metaphorical way, it would be in its externalization through my various splinters. Both those I consciously created and those which manifested without my own intent reflected back aspects of my personality and mind that I preferred to not confront directly.

[It's a kind of natural analysis. The capacity to turn an analytic lens on himself is well-honed from those years of splinters; the scalpel doesn't bother him and he's more than familiar with what happens if you put a piece of him under the microscope.]