When you told me I wasn't bein' rational about the reaper thing and it felt like I was thirteen again, or durin' the Cal thing when I didn't want you to resent me about it and didn't want you to hurt yourself over me, the thing I said earlier about not wantin' to - have the reaper discussion again, I guess - or back at the monolith where I didn't want you to choose me and have everythin' fall to pieces after when you realized it'd make other people unhappy.

[ he divides the circle up into four slices, cut through with blue lines. ]

The times I tried to run away. I...