These are unhealthy and the kinds of things you should hate me for. Like the tower thing. Which you completely fucked up on, since you just, like, tried to go along with it.

[ which. dave. admitted to wanting dirk to live with him. AND YET. ]

You said it like you thought you'd never helped me at all, for anything. I...know I'm fucked up as all hell, and I'm not in a good place, and I don't know how quickly I can be again when the root causes of some of the trigger shit are still, like, around and that ain't changin'. But I'd be in a worse place if we hadn't worked on shit. Even if I think I fucked some of it up or...used it wrong.