[It doesn't sound dumb, not really. Dirk thinks about swords in the fridge and cherry bombs in the ice dispenser, and a closet with aj because closets are clear defined spaces and there's no way for anyone to be there that you don't know about.]

But it's a thing, and that's where it stands right now. And thinking you don't have a right to it makes sense, particularly when so many things are reminding you of the conditions that created that kind of mentality.