[ clean up can happen eventually and dave responds in kind with slow and lazy. eventually he pulls back a little, feeling his heartbeat slow into something more manageable and actually opening his eyes to look at john again.
...embarrassing. it's kind of embarrassing but it's weirdly okay, so even if he's still flushed there's an almost shy smile and that's dumb but it's still a new level of intimacy. ]
Hey. Gimme a second? [ he's not unaware that john still needs to be taken care of. ]
[He nods, grinning softly because that's weirdly cute, Dave. As it is he's pulling his hand away and ignoring the fact that it's a mess, contemplating what to do about it.] It's okay, babe. Take all the time you need.
[He kind of assumed he'd finish himself off, but that's chill. He's not even thinking about it even though it's blatantly obvious that turned him on more than Dave probably expected.]
[ like dave would let john finish himself off. he doesn't seem to know any more than john what to do about the mess, though. ]
Just wipe it on the sheets, we can change 'em. [ but his solution is pretty teenage boy. "we" means mostly "john" because dave has basically fuck all to do with the bedding. ] So, hey, do you want...
...John. Let's remember I pretty much begged you earlier tonight to let me give you a handjob? It's not really obligation if I want to. [ when he'd been asking for this kind of shit it'd really been more about him touching john. though he likes the reverse a lot. ] I was goin' to say, do you want that or d'you want me to go down on you?
[ it's a calm offer, even if he's still embarrassed. dave brushes some of john's hair out of his face and just watches him, face flushed but eyes steady. ]
Me doing something is non-negotiable. I'll kick you out of bed if you take care of yourself?
[Please hold, he's busy sputtering and more or less choking on his own spit because ?!]
Whoa, wait a second. There is a very big jump from handjob to blowjob? I am not sure that...[His argument kind of dies though, given he can pretty much feel himself twitch with interest. Goddamnit.] Um. Have you ever actually gone down on someone before?
[ helpfully, dave laughs at john choking on his own spit and also air. ]
Yeah, but not for a while. I am pretty sure it is like riding a bike, though, although technically I'm not sure what ridin' a bike is like in terms of that analogy, because I've never like, forgotten how? Which I guess is the entire analogy. I dunno, it just seems like a weird - okay, the original point was "yes". A few times? Same guy. That's the absolute extent of my forays into more than makin' out. I'd ask you if you have but you fairly obviously have not with a guy. I assume you've gotten it before?
[ he's not really asking, he's mostly rambling as he twirls some of john's hair around his finger.
after a second he pushes john to flip him over, though. or tries. ]
You can say no. I only offered 'cause I don't mind.
Sucking dick and riding bikes are probably a little different, Dave. [He's just a little flustered, don't mind him. The obvious answer here is "yes, please" but he's going to probably fumble his way through an actual answer. Mostly he's stuck on "holy shit" and for good reason, given what he knows about Dave and relationships.
On the other hand, he's pretty pleased how this is going. He leans into Dave's hand a little, and he's caught off-guard when Dave pushes him and he's flipped onto his back with ease. Give him a moment to stare up at him then.]
Yes. Uh, to both of those. Yes I have, and yes I would be okay with you doing so. [And hopefully he doesn't psyche himself out halfway through, but he's fairly certain he can handle it given he just got Dave off first.]
I don't know what you mean, they're obviously the same damn thing. I think in this metaphor a hand would be training wheels? [ apparently this is a conversation they are officially having. dave shifts to settle lower on john's thighs for a second, just. handling the cleanup of himself by virtue of sheets they are definitely washing later and switching out before bed, making a face at his boyfriend. sexy, dave.
then he leans forward to fairly chastely kiss john on the lips. ]
Relax. I can handle this. Ain't wanted to stop the train yet, and I know my limits here. [ like, the full sex is a no right now. ] I just want to make you feel as good as you made me feel. Cool?
[ he's just double checking the yes to make sure they didn't hit john's limits. ]
[He makes a face back. This is definitely mature and attractive. Still, he sits up enough to return that kiss before laying back against the mattress.]
...yeah. Cool. [They haven't hit John's limits yet, and he thinks it's probably fine. It's Dave, and he wants this kind of thing, and Dave's willing. It's more of an excited nervous than terrified nervous at least and he uses a hand to pet at Dave's jaw.] More than cool.
Really? [His voice goes up an octave, but it's hard to say if that's because Dave's mouth is moving or because of what he just said. Probably both, actually.] I guess that will make this easier then, haha.
[God. He doesn't really verbally reply, but he shifts up into each part of Dave's hands as they slide down his body and tilts his head back to give him more space for his mouth. How long as it been since he's even had someone blow him? Like, too long, maybe, but this is worth it all the same.] I suppose being flexible is also going to help.
Being flexible pretty much helps with anything sexual, yeah? I can absolutely do tricks. [ yeah, he's pretty much just teasing john now because john's voice going up was hilarious. though he's also being completely truthful. ] Bet you can't get a foot behind your head but I can.
[ he makes it down to john's bellybutton and.
blows a raspberry. also sexy.
his hands smooth down to john's thighs while he does but he's clearly trying to make sure john's relaxed and smiling. ]
Don't tempt me to try? [He's about to argue again, but then Dave's being actually playful and goofy and all he can do is laugh, squirming against his mouth anyway.] Hey! Dude, come on. [But it's working. It's absolutely working to keep him relaxed and not retreating into himself and spinning himself into a frenzy. It's not a huge, serious thing. It's Dave and it's him and it's their house and their relationship and he's okay with that. He does let his legs fall open though just enough for Dave to settle there, but he's propped up on his elbows to watch.]
Bribe me. Or ask nice. [ his eyes flick to how john's positioned and there's a little hum as he shifts up onto his knees, making a shooing motion. ] If you wanna watch it'll be less hard on your neck if you lean up against the headboard, I think?
[ well. ] Or like this is fine? Which d'you think, babe? [ it's a casual question but he figures he can be casual about the logistics, helpfully skimming his fingers up john's sides too light, almost tickling. ] Also you'd get your leg stuck.
[He's trying not to laugh, fuck you, Dave. But he's busy thinking on that.] Being propped up is fine? It might be easier on you, too, for the angle or whatever.
[How do you give dudes head: questions John Egbert has.] Also I always ask nicely.
I can make any angle work. I was just thinkin' you were definitely gonna hit your head or something dumb like that. Or knee me on accident when you slipped. [ but if john moves dave will flop between his legs and dart a hand inside his boxers because dave's maybe teased his boyfriend enough. maybe. ]
It's not like I've never had someone suck my dick before, thanks. [Granted like...good point? He scoots up just a little so he's only partially propped up, but he doesn't bother moving once Dave is between his legs and in his boxers. Granted, this means Dave gets to realize just how effected he was by Dave getting off seeing how he's hot to the touch and already leaking at the head. Thanks, Dave.]
You haven't had me do it, and I'm gonna do it better. [ it's not even an annoyed statement. he sounds cheerful, for dave, and obviously john's far enough gone dragging out the foreplay is maybe more likely to hurt than help.
which basically means he swipes his tongue over the head to lick up what's leaking, not visibly reacting to the taste before sliding john's cock into his mouth. it's been a pretty long while but dave is determined and also kind of really likes knowing how worked up john got while dave wasn't actively doing much. pretty much all it having been a while gets him to do is to work down slowly, testing to make sure he doesn't choke himself.
seems like he wasn't lying about the gag reflex, though. there's a hum along the lines of being pleased it is like riding a bike. a dick bicycle. ]
[Well. Can't refute that. He doesn't try to either, given he's immediately responsive with a full-body shiver as Dave's tongue laps at the head followed by a gasp while he sinks his mouth down. It's been a while for him and it's a different experience than an ex-girlfriend. The lack of a gag reflex is probably going to be hell for John but he'd be a moron to tell Dave no.
Instead:] Oh fuck...[The humming doesn't help either, but he's ignoring the fact that his toes are flexing and curling somewhere behind Dave's back.]
[ dave just looks up at john from under his lashes as his mouth slides down further, taking a second to remember how it goes. right, use your tongue, dave. he starts to work it along the underside as he works his head down in little bobs until he's managed it all. he's pretty sure that john probably won't last long so he's just breaking out all his tricks at once, humming again as his fingers probably leave light bruises on johns thighs before he bobs up again.
it's kind of fun mostly because he really really likes john being so responsive. ]
[John sucks, he's way too easily responsive to this kind of thing and maybe that's okay. Maybe it's okay that half-stifled whimpers get stuck in his throat when Dave bobs his head, maybe it's okay that his fingers are massaging the back of Dave's head, maybe it's okay his toes and feet are tangling up in their messy sheets because his primary focus is DaveDaveDave and Dave's eyes and Dave's mouth. He doesn't mind bruising and there's another curse as Dave's tongue slides along the underside of his dick.
It's a lot. He doesn't even have enough in him to be concerned why his boyfriend's good at this and he's aware his abs are clenching a little.]
Dave...[It's pretty much all he says though. It's sort of a warning and sort of just saying his name because he's 90% sure Dave likes that.]
[ called it. dave completely ignores the warning although john isn't wrong that he likes it when john says his name, when john says pretty much anything in that voice, and his left hand taps out a beat john probably doesn't have the focus to register, playing chords on john's thigh as he hums along because he figures it'll probably do something for john as he works up and down.
frequently when they're at their most intimate he circles back to the song john wrote for his birthday. so maybe john will be able to recognize it after all. ]
[He doesn't at first. He registers the notes but not the order at first. It absolutely does something for him though because it's music and it's Dave. It takes a bit to register, but eventually his fingers move to slowly, albeit sloppily mimic the notes at the base of Dave's scalp.
It's maybe a little embarrassing that he's coming unraveled so easily, but he's going to chalk it up to Dave being attractive and fooling around a lot before then. It's not something he thinks about too much, especially as Dave's hand and tongue work in tandem and his hips jerk up toward Dave's mouth, spilling into the back of his throat almost soundlessly.]
[ to be completely fair to john he's been broken up for over a year and with dave for eight months and the most they've done in that timeframe is make out a lot. dave kind of needed to tell john his final secret before being comfortable enough to ask for what he actually wanted (again) and actually go for it.
so it's been a while. and it's a first for them. and dave works up and down until he's sure john's finished, lapping up any leftover mess because...he can. he doesn't actually care about the taste even though it's Not Great. it's more neutral to him although he does bother to warn john: ]
I'm gonna kiss you now and you're gonna deal with it. [ so like. whatever. john might mind the taste of himself more than dave does but he can shut up?? and kiss his boyfriend as dave like tucks john back into his boxers - goodbye john's dick - and crawls up to situate himself more and grab john's face to basically kiss him probably too hard and it's more or less payment for the song being played back. ]
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...embarrassing. it's kind of embarrassing but it's weirdly okay, so even if he's still flushed there's an almost shy smile and that's dumb but it's still a new level of intimacy. ]
Hey. Gimme a second? [ he's not unaware that john still needs to be taken care of. ]
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[He kind of assumed he'd finish himself off, but that's chill. He's not even thinking about it even though it's blatantly obvious that turned him on more than Dave probably expected.]
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Just wipe it on the sheets, we can change 'em. [ but his solution is pretty teenage boy. "we" means mostly "john" because dave has basically fuck all to do with the bedding. ] So, hey, do you want...
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...don't feel obligated if you're not up to it, alright? I don't mind finishing myself.
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[ it's a calm offer, even if he's still embarrassed. dave brushes some of john's hair out of his face and just watches him, face flushed but eyes steady. ]
Me doing something is non-negotiable. I'll kick you out of bed if you take care of yourself?
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Whoa, wait a second. There is a very big jump from handjob to blowjob? I am not sure that...[His argument kind of dies though, given he can pretty much feel himself twitch with interest. Goddamnit.] Um. Have you ever actually gone down on someone before?
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Yeah, but not for a while. I am pretty sure it is like riding a bike, though, although technically I'm not sure what ridin' a bike is like in terms of that analogy, because I've never like, forgotten how? Which I guess is the entire analogy. I dunno, it just seems like a weird - okay, the original point was "yes". A few times? Same guy. That's the absolute extent of my forays into more than makin' out. I'd ask you if you have but you fairly obviously have not with a guy. I assume you've gotten it before?
[ he's not really asking, he's mostly rambling as he twirls some of john's hair around his finger.
after a second he pushes john to flip him over, though. or tries. ]
You can say no. I only offered 'cause I don't mind.
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On the other hand, he's pretty pleased how this is going. He leans into Dave's hand a little, and he's caught off-guard when Dave pushes him and he's flipped onto his back with ease. Give him a moment to stare up at him then.]
Yes. Uh, to both of those. Yes I have, and yes I would be okay with you doing so. [And hopefully he doesn't psyche himself out halfway through, but he's fairly certain he can handle it given he just got Dave off first.]
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then he leans forward to fairly chastely kiss john on the lips. ]
Relax. I can handle this. Ain't wanted to stop the train yet, and I know my limits here. [ like, the full sex is a no right now. ] I just want to make you feel as good as you made me feel. Cool?
[ he's just double checking the yes to make sure they didn't hit john's limits. ]
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...yeah. Cool. [They haven't hit John's limits yet, and he thinks it's probably fine. It's Dave, and he wants this kind of thing, and Dave's willing. It's more of an excited nervous than terrified nervous at least and he uses a hand to pet at Dave's jaw.] More than cool.
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[ he kisses john's jawline, his neck, his collarbone. apparently he's working his way down, hands trailing ahead of his lips. ]
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[God. He doesn't really verbally reply, but he shifts up into each part of Dave's hands as they slide down his body and tilts his head back to give him more space for his mouth. How long as it been since he's even had someone blow him? Like, too long, maybe, but this is worth it all the same.] I suppose being flexible is also going to help.
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[ he makes it down to john's bellybutton and.
blows a raspberry. also sexy.
his hands smooth down to john's thighs while he does but he's clearly trying to make sure john's relaxed and smiling. ]
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What do I have to do to see some of these tricks?
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[ well. ] Or like this is fine? Which d'you think, babe? [ it's a casual question but he figures he can be casual about the logistics, helpfully skimming his fingers up john's sides too light, almost tickling. ] Also you'd get your leg stuck.
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[How do you give dudes head: questions John Egbert has.] Also I always ask nicely.
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which basically means he swipes his tongue over the head to lick up what's leaking, not visibly reacting to the taste before sliding john's cock into his mouth. it's been a pretty long while but dave is determined and also kind of really likes knowing how worked up john got while dave wasn't actively doing much. pretty much all it having been a while gets him to do is to work down slowly, testing to make sure he doesn't choke himself.
seems like he wasn't lying about the gag reflex, though. there's a hum along the lines of being pleased it is like riding a bike. a dick bicycle. ]
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Instead:] Oh fuck...[The humming doesn't help either, but he's ignoring the fact that his toes are flexing and curling somewhere behind Dave's back.]
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it's kind of fun mostly because he really really likes john being so responsive. ]
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It's a lot. He doesn't even have enough in him to be concerned why his boyfriend's good at this and he's aware his abs are clenching a little.]
Dave...[It's pretty much all he says though. It's sort of a warning and sort of just saying his name because he's 90% sure Dave likes that.]
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frequently when they're at their most intimate he circles back to the song john wrote for his birthday. so maybe john will be able to recognize it after all. ]
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It's maybe a little embarrassing that he's coming unraveled so easily, but he's going to chalk it up to Dave being attractive and fooling around a lot before then. It's not something he thinks about too much, especially as Dave's hand and tongue work in tandem and his hips jerk up toward Dave's mouth, spilling into the back of his throat almost soundlessly.]
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so it's been a while. and it's a first for them. and dave works up and down until he's sure john's finished, lapping up any leftover mess because...he can. he doesn't actually care about the taste even though it's Not Great. it's more neutral to him although he does bother to warn john: ]
I'm gonna kiss you now and you're gonna deal with it. [ so like. whatever. john might mind the taste of himself more than dave does but he can shut up?? and kiss his boyfriend as dave like tucks john back into his boxers - goodbye john's dick - and crawls up to situate himself more and grab john's face to basically kiss him probably too hard and it's more or less payment for the song being played back. ]
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