parodeity | personal overflow post;

[ continued from here ]

Well...do you feel very reaction-y? I can trade you a secret if you want.

I do?

[ ... He? Thinks that's a compliment. It's being taken as one. ]

If it makes you uncomfortable to do so, then don't worry about it. You can hardly be faulted for a random event like this.

I mean, do you. And...yeah, point. I'm not sure why they're tryin' to make us share like this - actually, it reminds me a little of something that happened back in July? Some of us like...swapped memories. It was weird as fuck.

In July?

... [ That was a couple of months before he found the app on his phone, if he remembers rightly. ]

It's worrying that our memories are this easily broadcast and accessed like this. Or... their memories? Whichever they are, they're... still personal in a way.

Yeah. I seriously don't like it - and "our" or "their" depends on what you think, I think? I mean...they're my memories. But not everyone else agrees.

...

[ Hm. ]

You see them as your own memories returning to you, rather than someone else's that you're sharing?

Yeah, exactly. Because...that's basically the truth?

...

I like my life as it is. What I've seen of this other life... feels important to know, but not at the cost of prioritising it over what I have here.

I think it might be easier for me to think of myself as a continuous existence, chronologically.

Oh--

[ Maybe waggling timey-wimey hands can be heard...? Because Yusuke's definitely doing exactly those. ]

Because of your time related abilities?

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Yeah, I think so? I got used to...a very warped timeline. But also, my world was just fuckin' weird.

We are all allowed our own opinions on matters. Keeping things simple for yourself compared to how things may have been in these other memories... that seems very fair.