Maybe that's the part I'm really averse to, then. In the end.
Coming to discover that I do understand the motives, and might do the same thing. That I'm not really so far from that person as I might like to believe.
I don't know yet. I'm not one to believe in destiny or fate. I don't like the thought that I'm predisposed to become someone I'd rather not be, regardless of whether or not it's who I once was.
But I'm also bothered by the question of why Retrospec would've gone out of their way to "save" someone of that particular variety, or why they might want her back at the expense of me.
honestly i wonder if they were as like deliberate in their choices as all that or if it was more a free for all whatever soul they could grab its hard to tell
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Maybe that's the part I'm really averse to, then. In the end.
Coming to discover that I do understand the motives, and might do the same thing. That I'm not really so far from that person as I might like to believe.
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or i mean
i guess i want to know what you intend to do
if you care to share
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But I'm also bothered by the question of why Retrospec would've gone out of their way to "save" someone of that particular variety, or why they might want her back at the expense of me.
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deliberate in their choices as all that
or if it was more a free for all whatever soul they could grab
its hard to tell