Not really, if we're talking about somethin' where I don't man up and deal. But you're you. Maybe you'll be able to shit a rainbow out of all this somehow.
I love you, too. [ that part is almost easy. ] John, it's okay if there isn't a solution. Or if the solution is just me learning to adapt. This isn't on you. Okay?
[No, not okay. But he's well aware that's the answer Dave wants so he nods even as he parks in front of their destination finally.]
Yeah, okay. [He's going to figure something out though. He has to. But instead he glances out the window, blue eyes bright again as he gives a slow smile.] Does this make us early?
[ dryly, and in a moment he'll reach for his door since he's fallen out of the habit of waiting for john to do it for him, but right now he stares again instead, wavering. ]
[At least he's capable of keeping a straight face while Dave grabs his chin and he tilts his head up to meet his eyes.]
Yes. [Since Dave seems to be looking for an answer and John doesn't know how to explain it, but yes, it's something he's used to and something he likes doing. Why? Great question. Everything is kind of confusing right now.]
[Dave please take all of these gay feelings back, John does not want them. Also yeah probably, you're welcome for inbox 4.0. Still, Dave lets go and John sighs a bit as he nods.]
Okay. So. We can keep doing that then. And the bed thing. Everything else can be figured out later. That's the deal?
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So how come you would do anything for me, but you don't think I could or should do anything for you? I am just wondering.
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[ dave leans against the door. ]
...But if you want to try to find some mythical third option that keeps everyone sorted, sure. You can try.
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You don't think I can?
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...you know I love you, don't you?
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I love you, too. [ that part is almost easy. ] John, it's okay if there isn't a solution. Or if the solution is just me learning to adapt. This isn't on you. Okay?
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Yeah, okay. [He's going to figure something out though. He has to. But instead he glances out the window, blue eyes bright again as he gives a slow smile.] Does this make us early?
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[ dryly, and in a moment he'll reach for his door since he's fallen out of the habit of waiting for john to do it for him, but right now he stares again instead, wavering. ]
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Yeah. Oops. [There's a small laugh.] Cool with lunch after? We can probably take a break during training, too.
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Is this one of those things?
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What things?
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The ones that make you happy.
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Yeah. I guess you could say that.
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Not "I guess". Yes or no?
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Yes. [Since Dave seems to be looking for an answer and John doesn't know how to explain it, but yes, it's something he's used to and something he likes doing. Why? Great question. Everything is kind of confusing right now.]
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Okay. [ he lets go. ] ...Like, same.
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Okay. So. We can keep doing that then. And the bed thing. Everything else can be figured out later. That's the deal?
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Two meals in a row with other people is a little much for me.
[ - to circle back around to the lunch during training break thing. ]
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