I do have a youtube channel. TurntechGodhead. Also, I do like music, but I guess it's just not what I want to do, like, professionally? I want to keep it free from monetary concerns, you know?
Do you have any idea what it is you might wanna do? But yeah, that's pretty much the why of why I do stuff. I think music could get, like, frustrating if I was tryin' to make money to survive off of it?
I'm not really good at anything! [A soft laugh and she crosses off another hellish triangle excercise.]
So I don't really know what I'm supposed to do when I'm older...I'm not cut out to be a wrestler...Definitely, not at all...
Too small, and weak, and clumsy. [She raises her arm, patting what is essentially an invisible bicep.]
The best art is made for the sake of art and the artist itself, not as a means for making money. And if you're relying on your art to make you money, and it doesn't...you might resent your own art. Which, I think, would be really sad.
[Takes a sip of the hot chocolate she'd been neglecting.]
There was this independent wrestler who was really frustrated, because he couldn't make it to the big time, or even get booked on one of the larger independent promotions...Despite that, he was really, really skilled at his craft. He got so negative and down on himself and his wrestling, that he eventually retired, because wrestling for a living the way that he wrestled just stopped being realistic.
It was sad....So, I definitely wouldn't want to be in that position.
I'm pretty sure everyone is good at somethin'? Like...maybe not something that people would say is immediately a talent that can be capitalized on, but everyone has their talents.
I actually think being friendly is kinda a super power.
[ dave offers up a smile, actually genuine. ]
It's not a thing that comes easy to everyone. And...you know, smoothin' things over and getting to know people, and bringing them together - I think that's a skill to be proud of...?
[The corners of Ayano's lips betray her as they curl into one of those smiles that is just too smiley. Embarrassingly smiley. Encouraging words, for sure.]
Gosh...
I can't believe I'm being tutored in math and life. [She looks to Dave with an expectant laugh.]
Thank you, David...[calling him "David" feels kind of like a gamble, but she feels kind of like she should be addressing him somewhat respectfully, at least.]
Maybe I'll end up majoring in communications at Uni?
It's actually just Dave in full? But yeah, why not? You could go into a lot of things with that kinda degree. But I also think it's fine to just go for basics and figure out what you like from there, maybe?
[SNERK. Who's full name is "Dave"? She kind of wants to keep calling him David anyway. She'll think on it for the next time he's fit to be addressed by name.]
Yeah! And...I guess for now we should just focus on getting me into University at all, huh?
[A big dumb, sheepish grin.]
I'm...pretty jealous of you first years, actually. I should be there with you, but...[Gestures to the funky triangles.]
Well, that's no reason not to hang with us? I kind of figure that ages matter a little less than bein' on the network at this point. I bet you can get an invite to any, like, social activities that are goin' on if not the classes. And the social stuff is more fun than the classes, usually?
[tfw ur bizarre rapping math tutor is a total sweetheart. Ayano looks up from a triangle to smile another unabashed smile at Dave. With a degree of bashfulness, she tucks a lock of thick brown hair behind her ear.]
Sure. You're welcome to come to any parties I'm goin' to? I'm not likely to throw any, but I know there's gonna be a housewarming at the Narukami's, at least...?
Oh! The twins? They were in my class last year and graduated. Don't think I ever talked to either of them though, ahaha...
...You really think it would be okay if I showed up? [Tilts her head back as she takes a bite of a cookie from her plate of sweets.]
I guess it doesn't matter if I'm a girl, right? Boys are supposed to like as many girls showing up to their parties as possible...Or something.[This is her "outside looking in" perspective, never having been to an actual party in her life.]
I don't see why not. And I think we get plus ones anyway? If anyone asks, you can say you're mine.
[ HE'S NOT BRINGING ANYONE, SO...? ]
But they're friendly and most people there are gonna be our age, I think, so it's a good way to get to know people? I don't know if the girl thing is true or not, but I think the more people there who want to have a nice time, the more fun parties usually are. If it's all wallflower types things get stalemated pretty fast.
["You can say you're mine" god help this girl. She's going to delay the untilting of her head for a few more moments until the blush the comment put on her face more thoroughly fades away.]
That...sounds good! I'll do that, I think...Um, just text me the address when you get the chance?
I'm definitely not the wallflower type so...! [She pumps her fists a bit excitedly. Her first actual party! After a bit, she realizes that she should probably go back to doing math. Regrettably, she does. Though she's kind of starting to daydream about going to the party. What's Dave like at a party? She wonders if he stands next to the stereo and lays down sick raps for all to enjoy.
Glances back up at the frankly somewhat robotic boy sitting across from her.
Thanks, David. [She looks to him with a little smirk. Yeah, she went for it.]
Oh, umm...[Quickly scans through her works, most problems by now being circled off into correctness.]
No, I think this should get me through...at least another week of classes?
[Checks her phone to find that two hours have flown by. How convenient. He was rapping for a while so?? She'll then reach into her skirt pocket, producing a crumpled hundred dollar bill, and two fives.]
Presidents for the Math MC! [Passes the cash over to Dave!]
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dave will point out any errors casually and explain how to fix it, occasionally with raps. ]
Mm, I'm actually studyin' cinematography right now?
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I would've figured you'd be trying to be a musician. [She looks to him with a smirk.]
Does that mean you wanna make movies?
Do you have a YouTube channel?
Like..."The Rapping Math Man"....
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Yeah, I do know...Well, kind of? I can't really personally relate 'cause I don't...make stuff. But if I could, I think that's how I'd feel...
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So I don't really know what I'm supposed to do when I'm older...I'm not cut out to be a wrestler...Definitely, not at all...
Too small, and weak, and clumsy. [She raises her arm, patting what is essentially an invisible bicep.]
The best art is made for the sake of art and the artist itself, not as a means for making money. And if you're relying on your art to make you money, and it doesn't...you might resent your own art. Which, I think, would be really sad.
[Takes a sip of the hot chocolate she'd been neglecting.]
There was this independent wrestler who was really frustrated, because he couldn't make it to the big time, or even get booked on one of the larger independent promotions...Despite that, he was really, really skilled at his craft. He got so negative and down on himself and his wrestling, that he eventually retired, because wrestling for a living the way that he wrestled just stopped being realistic.
It was sad....So, I definitely wouldn't want to be in that position.
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Maybe being friendly is my superpower? [A laugh.]
And paying well? [Wink!]
Also, I can eat a lot of pumpkin pie during the fall and manage to keep a relatively slim frame, so that's definitely something.
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[ dave offers up a smile, actually genuine. ]
It's not a thing that comes easy to everyone. And...you know, smoothin' things over and getting to know people, and bringing them together - I think that's a skill to be proud of...?
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Gosh...
I can't believe I'm being tutored in math and life. [She looks to Dave with an expectant laugh.]
Thank you, David...[calling him "David" feels kind of like a gamble, but she feels kind of like she should be addressing him somewhat respectfully, at least.]
Maybe I'll end up majoring in communications at Uni?
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It's actually just Dave in full? But yeah, why not? You could go into a lot of things with that kinda degree. But I also think it's fine to just go for basics and figure out what you like from there, maybe?
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Yeah! And...I guess for now we should just focus on getting me into University at all, huh?
[A big dumb, sheepish grin.]
I'm...pretty jealous of you first years, actually. I should be there with you, but...[Gestures to the funky triangles.]
Alas...
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Maybe...you can invite me? Sometime?
[wobble]
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Oh! The twins? They were in my class last year and graduated. Don't think I ever talked to either of them though, ahaha...
...You really think it would be okay if I showed up?
[Tilts her head back as she takes a bite of a cookie from her plate of sweets.]
I guess it doesn't matter if I'm a girl, right? Boys are supposed to like as many girls showing up to their parties as possible...Or something.[This is her "outside looking in" perspective, never having been to an actual party in her life.]
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[ HE'S NOT BRINGING ANYONE, SO...? ]
But they're friendly and most people there are gonna be our age, I think, so it's a good way to get to know people? I don't know if the girl thing is true or not, but I think the more people there who want to have a nice time, the more fun parties usually are. If it's all wallflower types things get stalemated pretty fast.
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That...sounds good! I'll do that, I think...Um, just text me the address when you get the chance?
I'm definitely not the wallflower type so...! [She pumps her fists a bit excitedly. Her first actual party! After a bit, she realizes that she should probably go back to doing math. Regrettably, she does. Though she's kind of starting to daydream about going to the party. What's Dave like at a party? She wonders if he stands next to the stereo and lays down sick raps for all to enjoy.
Glances back up at the frankly somewhat robotic boy sitting across from her.
...maybe not?]
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Sure, I'll text it to you tonight? [ and gestures the log is up so she can go party to her heart's content, probably ]
Now, do you have any other specific questions on this? [ he means the math. ]
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Oh, umm...[Quickly scans through her works, most problems by now being circled off into correctness.]
No, I think this should get me through...at least another week of classes?
[Checks her phone to find that two hours have flown by. How convenient. He was rapping for a while so?? She'll then reach into her skirt pocket, producing a crumpled hundred dollar bill, and two fives.]
Presidents for the Math MC! [Passes the cash over to Dave!]
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Cool. Well, just let me know whenever you're down for another session? I can make the time pretty much whenever.
[ he will pocket his pay b/c he...will save it...he can never have too much Cash ]