Anyways, that's... all I know from my memories for now. I don't know the exact details, but that school I went to had a lot of shit going on apparently. A lot of people were affected.
Yeah, bingo. I should've said that sooner. Anyway.
I don't think so? It's not a military school or anything. It's rather specialized for a normal Japanese high school though, since it had a lot of students who were also models. I remembered at least 3, including myself.
I guess? I don't think it's a fashion school either...
But I'll tell you one thing, since you did give me speculation on that last Retrospec post. Do you know it's possible for you to meet the exact same person from your memories in this city? Who you used to talk to a lot in your past life?
That just happened to me. And he said that that school was specialized for idols? And I was like. Why the fuck is there an idol school in the first place?
yeah thats entirely possible i know of a fair amount of people i knew back then though were differently set up in how we know one another this side i dont think it matters how we were set up over here any longer as such or at least i think eventually the old ways creep in
also good question that sounds like an anime maybe in your past life you were an anime protagonist do you have any strong feelings about running around with toast in your mouth or whatever the fuck else they do i dont really watch anime tbh
EUGH, PASS. I may come from Japan, but I don't watch anime either? I'm not some boring anime protag whose only redeeming personality trait is being stupid and hotblooded.
[ HE'S NOT ASUKA ]
But yeah, I'm still trying to put it all together. And it's not just strangers either - I have a family friend who I've known for my entire life who's also been appearing in my memories but... we weren't as close as we are now, I guess?
its unlikely to ive seen people i dont know well here who i didnt know well there or who i didnt always know well there and ive seen people i wanted to get to know better and did eventually who i used to be really close to here
i think maybe the connections stay in one way or another to different degrees but like with everything else in life they change and break and maybe sometimes rebuild
the feelings come back eventually too how you felt then even if its not how you feel now
i dont know maybe if youre very strong willed you can stay exactly as you are now
personally though the feelings i had back then are in many cases stronger than the ones i have now or thats not the right word really its hard to explain but i told a few people that you get to make a choice as to whether or not you hold onto the shit that matters to you now and im not sure you do really or if you do i think you have to fight really really hard? its a philosophy in progress
his own feelings from back then coming back to haunt him... this makes him even more curious and determined to get into the bottom of things, find out how he and those guys who are trying so hard to get to his good side are connected to one another --
but is he prepared for any of that? ]
Yeah, I'll
I'll do that
Just keep being myself since it's all I can do for now. It's all in the past anyway. What's done back then is done, whatever it was.
i didnt mean to get all morbid and weird on you for the record i think that my thoughts on the matter just tend to that eventuality? which is awk but yeah
Nah, it's fine. We'll just have to prepare ourselves when that time comes, I guess.
So uh. Since you know more about this than I do, and I intend to poke around for more details, I'll probably drop by some more to share information with you, if that's all right.
That long, huh... I got the app at May. Can't believe this has been going on for so long without my knowing, though. Then again I never would've believed it if I didn't have said app in the first place.
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[ YES THOUGH??? ]
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an explanation for anything you just said
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Anyways, that's... all I know from my memories for now. I don't know the exact details, but that school I went to had a lot of shit going on apparently. A lot of people were affected.
[ ... ]
And I'm not sure if I were one of those people.
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like a war with guns though??
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I don't think so? It's not a military school or anything. It's rather specialized for a normal Japanese high school though, since it had a lot of students who were also models. I remembered at least 3, including myself.
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But I'll tell you one thing, since you did give me speculation on that last Retrospec post. Do you know it's possible for you to meet the exact same person from your memories in this city? Who you used to talk to a lot in your past life?
That just happened to me. And he said that that school was specialized for idols? And I was like. Why the fuck is there an idol school in the first place?
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i know of a fair amount of people i knew back then
though were differently set up in how we know one another this side
i dont think it matters how we were set up over here any longer as such
or at least
i think eventually the old ways creep in
also
good question
that sounds like an anime
maybe in your past life you were an anime protagonist
do you have any strong feelings about running around with toast in your mouth
or
whatever the fuck else they do
i dont really watch anime tbh
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[ HE'S NOT ASUKA ]
But yeah, I'm still trying to put it all together. And it's not just strangers either - I have a family friend who I've known for my entire life who's also been appearing in my memories but... we weren't as close as we are now, I guess?
None of this makes any sense at all, ugh.
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ive seen people i dont know well here who i didnt know well there
or who i didnt always know well there
and ive seen people i wanted to get to know better
and did eventually
who i used to be really close to here
i think maybe the connections stay in one way or another
to different degrees
but like with everything else in life they change and break and maybe sometimes rebuild
the feelings come back eventually too
how you felt then
even if its not how you feel now
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My own feelings too?
That's
Can Retrospec do that?
How much control do they have over us?
[ OH NO ]
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maybe if youre very strong willed you can stay exactly as you are now
personally though
the feelings i had back then are in many cases stronger
than the ones i have now
or thats not the right word really
its hard to explain
but i told a few people that you get to make a choice as to whether or not you hold onto the shit that matters to you now
and im not sure you do really
or if you do i think you have to fight really really hard?
its a philosophy in progress
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his own feelings from back then coming back to haunt him... this makes him even more curious and determined to get into the bottom of things, find out how he and those guys who are trying so hard to get to his good side are connected to one another --
but is he prepared for any of that? ]
Yeah, I'll
I'll do that
Just keep being myself since it's all I can do for now. It's all in the past anyway. What's done back then is done, whatever it was.
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i think that my thoughts on the matter just tend to that eventuality?
which is awk but yeah
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So uh. Since you know more about this than I do, and I intend to poke around for more details, I'll probably drop by some more to share information with you, if that's all right.
You can call me Sena, by the way.
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im dave strider
you can call me dave
ive been on this app since like
february
so
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but if you dont have it nothing seems weird i guess