im going out of order here to say what the fuck dude im not a leader or a hero or anything like that i wont say that the idea of different universes and timelines isnt something i dont understand but like no i cant really see why youre passing your shit onto me and ok it would be selfish to say i want you to not have to and to stay because i recognize your tone and you want to forget dont you
you may be an expert but i called your bluff before all this didnt i so ha i should get points for that or a prize
and i think they come from home the places we used to call home wherever those might be
[ there's a pause as he types something, deletes it, types it and deletes it again and again. some things dave strider just won't say.
but he does say: ]
i remember killing dirk
i dont know if theres a coming back from this someone forgot and then remembered at least once didnt they but
ill take the shit and see it gets to everyone who can use it you have my word for what its worth mr melodrama hey i just came up with a drink name for you
did I ever say you were? where did I say you're a leader or a hero? you're more experienced in this kind of shit than most but calling you a hero? shitty word. I was supposedly the hero of this fucking prophecy and I tried to destroy Olympus. all based on what I know, I'm just gonna guess
I'm passing things onto you because I trust you. and it's not selfish, of course not. I'm selfish wanting the girls to remember. I'm selfish not wanting to maybe disappear either but no. I don't want to forget. it's just a reality I have to face. I shared a lot of memories with those two. it wouldn't surprise me if whoever is running this show removes me too it's not about forgetting. it's about not wanting to royally fuck up in this life too. and getting a choice because I sure as fuck didn't get one back then. we don't get many choices here either, do we?
what, you never heard of the saying bullshitters can sense other bullshitters?
I'll give you all the aj I have left in the bar if you want
you're probably close on that, but why some things and not others? all those fun questions
[....oh.]
I've known about Annabeth and what I did to her for some time. to take your words from before? that sucks
And I think so. maybe more cases like that will pop up someday.
this is why I'm trusting you with it. also I'm allowed to be melodramatic about a fiery explosion of a death, fuck off if it's called "six feet under" I'm already ahead of you for the record
no but you sure did just throw a bunch of responsibility at me dude its mildly terrifying how much faith you are displaying you literally said "you're the only one who would make the most of this" like youre my mentor or something and about to get stabbed in the back and tossed off the airship which we are on dramatically in this scenario or something
do you want me to like say anything to you if you forget
also no ive never heard of that
ill take the aj and yeah youre allowed to be melodramatic but dont count your chickens dude i remember dying in a fiery explosion of death too the shitty club offer still stands
if you have a better suggestion who else to give this shit to, be my guest. I'm not a mentor. not anymore I think maybe I used to be though
...I don't know yet. I wish I knew if there was a phrase to jog people's memories when they forget. I'd say tell me about this conversation but you can guess how that'd go. let me think about it
well now you have
cool, it'll be waiting for you and thanks for humoring me and whatever I'll make the t-shirts before the world ends ...shit though really? ...you can't catch a break, can you?
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what the fuck
dude im not a leader or a hero or anything like that
i wont say that the idea of different universes and timelines isnt something i dont understand but like
no i cant really see why youre passing your shit onto me
and
ok it would be selfish to say i want you to not have to and to stay
because i recognize your tone
and you want to forget dont you
you may be an expert but i called your bluff before all this didnt i so ha
i should get points for that
or a prize
and i think they come from home
the places we used to call home
wherever those might be
[ there's a pause as he types something, deletes it, types it and deletes it again and again. some things dave strider just won't say.
but he does say: ]
i remember killing dirk
i dont know if theres a coming back from this
someone forgot and then remembered at least once didnt they
but
ill take the shit and see it gets to everyone who can use it
you have my word for what its worth
mr melodrama
hey i just came up with a drink name for you
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where did I say you're a leader or a hero? you're more experienced in this kind of shit than most but calling you a hero? shitty word. I was supposedly the hero of this fucking prophecy and I tried to destroy Olympus. all based on what I know, I'm just gonna guess
I'm passing things onto you because I trust you. and it's not selfish, of course not. I'm selfish wanting the girls to remember. I'm selfish not wanting to maybe disappear either
but no. I don't want to forget. it's just a reality I have to face. I shared a lot of memories with those two. it wouldn't surprise me if whoever is running this show removes me too
it's not about forgetting. it's about not wanting to royally fuck up in this life too. and getting a choice because I sure as fuck didn't get one back then. we don't get many choices here either, do we?
what, you never heard of the saying bullshitters can sense other bullshitters?
I'll give you all the aj I have left in the bar if you want
you're probably close on that, but why some things and not others? all those fun questions
[....oh.]
I've known about Annabeth and what I did to her for some time. to take your words from before? that sucks
And I think so. maybe more cases like that will pop up someday.
this is why I'm trusting you with it.
also I'm allowed to be melodramatic about a fiery explosion of a death, fuck off
if it's called "six feet under" I'm already ahead of you for the record
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its mildly terrifying how much faith you are displaying
you literally said "you're the only one who would make the most of this"
like youre my mentor or something and about to get stabbed in the back and tossed off the airship
which we are on dramatically in this scenario
or something
do you want me to like
say anything to you
if you forget
also no ive never heard of that
ill take the aj and yeah youre allowed to be melodramatic
but dont count your chickens dude i remember dying in a fiery explosion of death too
the shitty club offer still stands
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I think maybe I used to be though
...I don't know yet. I wish I knew if there was a phrase to jog people's memories when they forget. I'd say tell me about this conversation but you can guess how that'd go. let me think about it
well now you have
cool, it'll be waiting for you and thanks for humoring me and whatever
I'll make the t-shirts before the world ends
...shit though really?
...you can't catch a break, can you?
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is there anything youd want to tell you
the you who remembers nothing
so hed idk
at least live the life you want him to live
and maybe not
i dunno
i think my job was kinda to die a lot man