If I didn't want it, I wouldn't get jealous that you went shoppin' with Roxy instead of me. I wouldn't get upset when you chose Kashuu to Strife with, or that you chose to stay with Yuri instead of me, or when I learned you were having nightmares and wouldn't come to me. If I didn't really want it, I wouldn't hate myself for being so selfish as to still want it now.

I always fuck up everything for myself, Bro. That doesn't make the feeling any less real.