a lot of people only have a few memories i have a few more than that so my way of putting it may be terrifying due to that but yeah i think the shit they send us or that we find is all from the memories ive figured that for a while since i remember all the shit i have
it gets kind of existence crisisy doesnt it am i really me or was i always him and people always say that of course im me and i get to decide but like talk to me in twenty memories or so and tell me if you say the same thing i guess is mostly what i feel at those times
yeah my friends just have one or two so i must look totally batshit in comparison one day im like " ponies made out of diamonds exist " and the next its " i threw a gigantic party and spent the night spraying titties with champagne " and theyre like " well i remember a statue "
kinda explains the name retrospec tho or why they talk about remembering so much they WANT us to remember but fuck if i know why
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i have
a few more than that
so my way of putting it may be terrifying due to that
but yeah i think the shit they send us or that we find
is all from the memories
ive figured that for a while
since i remember all the shit i have
it gets kind of existence crisisy doesnt it
am i really me or was i always him
and people always say that of course im me and i get to decide but like
talk to me in twenty memories or so and tell me if you say the same thing i guess
is mostly what i feel at those times
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one day im like " ponies made out of diamonds exist " and the next its " i threw a gigantic party and spent the night spraying titties with champagne "
and theyre like " well i remember a statue "
kinda explains the name retrospec tho
or why they talk about remembering so much
they WANT us to remember but fuck if i know why
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30+
its a thing
to fuck with us
i mean i know that cant be the actual reason
but it feels like it is on a day to day basis