[ this is entirely unfair but his shoulders slump and dave caves. ] I want you to - I don't even know, this is just. I want to carve stupid pumpkins when they're in season and put them on the front porch and I want you to try to host Thanksgiving or something and I want to attempt to help you in the kitchen and I want you to make out with me in the closet at work because you didn't back then and I want to plant tulips and sunflowers in the yard and I want to drag you up here to dance sometimes for no reason and I want to bring you flowers from work and I want you to sing me stupid songs and I - I want you to touch me, okay, and I want to touch you and it sucks because for so long I didn't even consider it and I don't know how to go back on that. And it's stupid and I shouldn't have brought it up.