[ it's grounding. fingers digging into his skin but ones he wants there, john's familiar touch in unfamiliar circumstances. it's that feeling he'd wanted when he'd asked but he's never been great at explaining the weirder things he asks of his boyfriend.
every other time john's hands have wandered dave has grabbed a wrist and stopped him cold.
this time he doesn't do that, twisting his hands in john's shirt to stop himself. he'll tense if he feels fingers brush over any of those scars but he won't stop john doing it, focusing instead on kissing back a little too desperately. ]
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every other time john's hands have wandered dave has grabbed a wrist and stopped him cold.
this time he doesn't do that, twisting his hands in john's shirt to stop himself. he'll tense if he feels fingers brush over any of those scars but he won't stop john doing it, focusing instead on kissing back a little too desperately. ]