[ this life. red eyes in the dark, and one of those stupid laughs that covers an uncertain reaction. he'd told john about it once, how he laughed when he didn't know what else to say sometimes. ]
I'm the one who's loved you twice. [ not the same way. it wasn't in love with anything in return, but something childish and secret and then the friendship that was always there.
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I'm the one who's loved you twice. [ not the same way. it wasn't in love with anything in return, but something childish and secret and then the friendship that was always there.
a could-have-been but wasn't. ]