I...the thing is, we were really close. And when I started to change, I fell out of step with that. I forgot how to be me with him, or the me he needed me to be, and it was all just...too much. And it doesn't matter any more, but it always feels unresolved in the back of my head, and I still don't know what to do with him. He and Roxy still expect someone else entirely from me.