[ fair point but john isn't crushing him or anything. not in a bad way? also he like. wanted to kind of touch john sans shirt even if it's too light and tentative when his fingertips graze john's stomach like he's going to be scolded. there's probably hesitance from the dumb emotion rock along with the usual things he feels when kissing john that john hasn't had vip access to before: love and want and trust and giddy disbelief he's allowed. ]
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