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revenge of ricky schrödinger ヽ(⌐■_■)ノ ([personal profile] parodeity) wrote 2017-11-03 10:18 pm (UTC)

yeah
i make it a policy not to tell anyone what i see in other peoples heads though
not a policy i enjoy having to have at all but like
no worries on that front

the thing is with this
i think eventually you do understand the motives
i havent had a memory in the past few months where i couldnt look at it and turn it flipways and go
yeah i know why i did that
and often i cant even go yeah i would have done something else
because i think i would have done the same thing
for bullshit reasons maybe but i know the dance of inevitability that permeates my life
that being said i dont think its an exact issue for everyone else
maybe it can be but
i think that there are universes out there where free will comes into things a lot more
or maybe that is a thing that i choose to believe is true

its kind of a hard thing to talk about isnt it
like knowing you were maybe not the best person
and being told that youre a good one anyway
and not being sure if you agree
i dont know if anyone has answers to this kind of question
but like
if you ever want to talk to someone who wont judge your shit
im around

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