I don't know. Sometimes it might be real and sometimes it won't be. Does it matter? Sometimes they'll be lies I'll tell myself, too. But you won't know about the things I don't want to share.

[ he'll lay brick walls over the doors and windows. ]

It'll just be me buildin' the walls up enough so I can function and this time no one else is gonna be inside. You should text him back and let him know you changed your mind, and m - Roxy, too. They'll help you find balance.